My body hurts. ):

MT BODY HURTS! DDD;
maybe cause of the way i slept.
but my left leg.
i have no idea way, it suddenly
went pain when i walk or stretch it.
its like a vein keeps getting pulled.
the whole way down.
gahhhh.
anyways, bi. now you really know
how i feel. and i hope i can trust you
fixing it. and not making it worse.
-updates soon-



never again i wanna go through that.

Do you hate me?

i missed merentas desa this year.
feel kinda bad. ):

anyways, im fine with my sister already. (:

but sadly, i didnt hear from my boyfriend at all.
D:
hmm. wonder whats he's doing now.
did his mum let him go futsal?
if she did, i think he would be playing now.

moving on.
i wrote my first poem.
its kinda sad though.
but im really happy, i finally wrote one.
by my own myself! heeee.
(:
cause my sister's been writting her own
poems since she was like, 12?
SO, SHE HAS TONS.
*salutes her*
she's such a good writer.
hmm. ENVY MUCHH. ;DD

been going through chinese oldies.
i kinda like the oldies more than the current ones
somehow.
and the grown ups are kinda amazed that
i really know quite a number of REALLY OLD OLD ONES.
hahaha. well, thank you. (;




i miss you, ya know?

because i love you.

): my sister and i got into a fight.
she's not talking to me.
haih. im really sorry.


anyways, okay.
i did bad this term. )):
only 2 A's. DD:
shit man. and 1 C, which is 64
for bm. and i could have gotten a B.
but i sooo PANDAI, go shad ONE question wrongly.
AHYOOOO! haihhh.
better buck up for the last term man.
well, school fine.
what else?
shannon?
uhh. the usual. i guess.
i do miss him.
wonder if he misses me too?
Ive been really sad and upset lately.
alot of things are going through my mind.
its like for example, shannon.
i cant talk talk to him anymore.
since he doesnt have his phone.
its like i only get to talk to him
before school, recess and after school.
and that totals up to an hour plus.
thats definitely not enough.
Im trying to work it out though.
hopefully, we can make it through.
hmmm. well, but i kinda doubt he sees it
the way i do.


anyways, to my readers.
well, no more musshhyy stuff.
kay? i'll keep it to myself.
haih.





fimiliarity breeds contempt?

hit. drop. and. roll.

School's back.
Exams results taken back.
i did worse then the first term.
haih. im such a failure. );
disappointment comes again.
anyways.
to the people that think im blog's
like having too much love?
i mean i know its musshyy and all.
but thats just how i roll. ;P
i really love this dude. so, obviously
i blog like that? hahaha. blekhh.



I'm head over heels for you.

wooden block-ish thingy? ;DD

I'm on a call with my bi now. (:
i miss him ssoooo much.
didnt see him for more than week already.
):
Im watching KICK ASS now, by the way.
updates soon.
ciaos.

BOOM BABY!

Happy 3rd month anniversary, bi! ((:
for all the moments i spent with you,
i wouldnt it trade it for the world.

I love you,
Shannon Masaaki Kobayashi.

It's yesterday once more.

I'm all of out love.

I'm so lost without you.

LOVE THAT SONG. :DD

All out of love-Air supply.

<3

I love you, bi bi. ((:

well, i cant see you the whole effing holiday.

I MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH, BI.

I'm all out of love.

what am i without you?

I'm seriousssss. you cant go online either. ))):

GOD, this holiday SUCKS SHIT.

blablabla.

These are all bullshitsssss.

goshhh.

God, save me. pretty please.

Darling, i miss youuu.

more than ever.

anywayssss, will be going out tomorrow.

hopefully it wont be cancled. again. -.-

aw-re-voah, mis your & madam mozell. (;

Je tame, bi. (:

hello there, hun. (:

My baby is grouded the whole holiday. ))):
He cant go out. cant use the computer.
how sad is that. VERY. DD:
well, haih. guess to live with it.
holidays been okay laa.
havent started on NIE nor SEJARAH PROJECT yet!
DENDENDEN!
shittt.
damn lazy la.
i miss you alot, bi. ):
i wanna see you! but i cant.
awwwww. this sucks. BAD.
anywaysss, havent gonna out yet.
): parents so protective among us.
why? chill will you? you brought us up well.
you can trust us. cant you?
hmmm. i guess they still feel insecured.
WHATEV. :P hahhaha.
going low on cashh. NOOO. nightmare!
haihh. save up! save up!
:D




I'll be loving you long time. (:

I love you this much.

Bi, this one's for you, kay?
(:


I do cherish you-98 Degrees.

Lyrics;
All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I

Chorus
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do

In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Till that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all my heart
'Till my dying day

Chorus
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do.



isnt it so uber sweet? (:
hope you like it, my darling.
I love you that much.
yes, i do. (:
<3

Im back. (:

when dinner yesterday.
my grandmum's birthday.
went all the way to perak.
hahaa. and it was a one day trip.
so, no biggie. :DD
I miss you, bi. (:
I LOVE YOU ALOT TOO!
isnt that so uber great??
;DDD well yeah.
i think im gonna go ou today
with siblings. and CUT MY HAIR.
:DD
hahahha.






I love you, hun. (;

thank you, God.

PHEWWWWW.
mid-terms over, babyy!
BOOYEAHHH.
anywaysss.
i hope i didnt do that bad.
hopefully, no C's?
pretty please, God.
i'll be an angel. promise.
i mean not like im no angel now, right?
;DD
hahahha. well, you go ahead and judge.
Everything's fine with bi, hor? ((:
*smiles at you, bi* ;DD
can you ask your mum for your phone
back, already?
pretty please?
with a kiss on top? ;DD
hahaha.
It's suffering not calling you nor texting you
anymore. I miss you very much.
you have no idea how much. trust me.
hmmmmm.
how am i, ey?
im fine. i guess.
i think im gonna be quite busy this holiday.
with all the wanting of going out with people
and then NIE.
and some more SEJARAH PROJECT.
and some homework.
ARGHHHH. and then on saturday
when the holidays just started, go back hometown.
haha. but for that day only. hmm.

-updates soon-



Aishiteru. (;




kimi no kuchi biru daisuki. ;DD