Thursday, December 31, 2009

New Year's Eve.

A new year. how exciting huh?
but well, sometimes i dont wanna grow up.
i want to be a baby again. or at least a small kid.
where i can careless about anything.
dont have to give a damn about anything,
all i'll care is just having fun.
but now its all different.
and time pass so fast. partly a good thing.
cause it shows that im enjoying.
but im growing older by the second.
my brithday's in 4 months.
thats not long, trust me.
and i thought 2008 was fast.
2009 was way faster.
i wonder when i grow up to be an adult.
will i be able to enjoy with maybe work
and problems im gonna face?
well, hopefully i will have people to
help me with it.
maybe you're thinking that
why am i thinking so much ahead of
the future? well, it wouldnt hurt to just
think and plan on what to do later on. and
be ready for all the negative and positive things
that are gonna happen.
You'll never know until the time comes,
and sometimes thats just to late,
to plan, to think about what to do.
so, you can never be too ready.
There's a saying that goes;
"better bitter and then sweet".
and thats a saying for a life.
but im having a sweet one now.
am i gonna get a bitter one later?
My dad always remind us about that saying.
and i will always ask.
that means we're gonna get a bitter future?
we as in me and my siblings.
then my dad will always just stone and
say. thats why you have to work hard.
well, is there such thing as "sweet and then sweet"?
hopefully there is.
okay, good luck to everyone. and a happy new year. (:

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Fag, Its January all over again.

Well, a new year is coming ahead.
Wanted to go Bridget's party but unfortunately no transport.
):
then my sister's having her own plans and she wants me to go with her.
and she begged and stuff. my mum also wants me to go with her.
to "jaga" her. uhhuh. okay. i will? haha.
so then my mum had plans too.
and then got some complication apparently.
and stuff.
hmmm. hopeful next year will be great. (:

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Gone.

The preasure has gone but
the stress begins.

gahhhh.
well, just found out that im going 2 cengal. :D
really happy.
partly, cause some of my friends are in cengal too.
like, rachel, shaun, ian, jo leng, liann, mei ping.
and maybe others im not sure of.
and the friends that are different;
aiman, iman, shayna, rujie, irene, fazriny, shannon, yu leong?
lol. its sad. wish they were in the same class.
):
well, no matter what, we still gonna hang out. thats for sure, right? (:

Monday, December 28, 2009

The Preasure.

Well, tomorrow will be the day that us, DJians, will go to school and check what class do we go to next year. Its kinda scary. That one name of a class printed on that paper that is on that board is gonna tell us the class are gonna be in next year, and indirectly telling us where we're gonna spend part of our lives in that place. with different surroundings. different people. its gonna be hard getting use to it. and the new friends we're gonna make. and old friends we're gonna miss. but well, its only the beginning. then whats gonna be the end?

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Congrats.

Congratulations, che.
That you once again scored straight A's for an 'important' exam.
I'm really happy for you.
and I'm really proud that you're my sister.
I wouldn't trade anything to not have you as one.
You mean alot to me, maybe even more you can imagine.
I'm really sorry for all the stupid, retarded, hurtful things i did.
I didnt mean to. It just happens and again im sorry.

Love you always,
Your baby sister. (:

Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas. (:

Merry Christmas everyone.
hope you had a good year.
well, 2010 is like another 5 more days to go.
:/
hmm. well, spending christmas alone.
wasnt that bad. it was kinda fun. :D
thank you for calling. (:
watched tv the whole time. went online.
some funny stuff happened. :DD

All in all, i had a great christmas. (:

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Christmas eve.

Believe it or not. im spending christmas eve alone. at home.
not considering my maid, obviously.
well, whatever it is, i'm okay with it. i want to be alone sometimes.
and this is one of the chances that i will take.
Not that i wanna go online and chat with friends.
i mean i will but not because of that.
Christmas is about celebrating with friends and family, ya, i know.
but maybe celebrating with myself aint gonna be that bad?
Well, lets see.

Monday, December 21, 2009

Port Dickson.

Well, my family and i went to Port Dickson on Sunday, after 5 long years.
My family have been going to PD at least twice every year, since i was young ( 3 yr old)
And my dad bought an apartment here. We would stay in that apartment. but somehow.
This time we cant cause other people are using it. -.- wtf? and i like my dad's apartment better.
Its somehow cleaner. :/ and better. And well, its 7.50 a.m. and wonder why i woke up so early?i was sleeping on a noisy mattress and my mum says that she couldnt sleep the whole night cause of me. and i couldnt sleep either. cause It was cold and i didnt have a blanket that fits me. :/then, i couldnt take it anymore. cause even if i move just a lil bit. the fcking mattress makes a noise. so, i got up and went to the toliet and i can tell my mum was relive. and after that i went out and went online. my mum came out and started boiling water and asking me to make my milo when its done. yeah. then i made it. Im really tired. but i seriously cant sleep.
________________________________________________________________________

Yesterday, i reached here and planned to go to the beach and jet ski.
but somehow its too expensive. so. instead we went sea kayaking and got money. :DD
Kayaking is really fun and very exhausting. my shoulders' and arms' painful today, from all that rowing. but it was worthed. (: had a great time. and then went and see the two shopping malls, we use to go everytime, we go there. ' Ocean' and 'Billion'. Alot of memories were made here. happy ones. Good times i wanna go through again. hmmm. but somehow thats just not possible right? oh well. I guess its just suppose to stay that way for the better? who knows? :/

P.s' well be coming back today. lol. just a one night stay. (:

Friday, December 18, 2009

All Out Of Love ♥

Rules :
a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.

1. If someone says,"Is this okay?" You say?
Fire Burning- Sean Kingston.
okay?

2. How would you describe yourself?
Good girls gone bad- Cobra Starship
LOL?

3. What do you like in a guy?
Overloved- Paula DeAnda
uhhuh?

4. How do you feel today?
Vulnerable- Secondhand Serenade
hmm. :/

5. What is your life's purpose?
You belong with me- taylor swift
lol, maybe?

6. What is your motto?
Always be my baby- David Cook
(:

7. What do your friends think of you?
Crazier- taylor swift
woohoo~ :D

8. What do you think of your parents?
You and me- Lifehouse
aww. (:

9. What do you think about very often?
Forever and always- taylor swift
(:

10. What is 2+2?
No boundries- Kris Allen
hahaa.

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Sweet dreams- beyonce
yup(:

12.What is your life?
Butterfly fly away- miley cyrus
(:

13. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Don't trust me- 3oh!3
hahaha.

14. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Kiss the rain- Yiruma
(:

15. What will they play at your funeral?
Everyday i love you- boyzone
thank you. :D

16. What is your hobby/interest?
Secret Valentine- We the Kings
haha. okay?

17. What is your biggest fear?
Second chance- Shine down
not really?

18. What is your biggest secret?
My life would suck without you- kelly clarkson
hmm.

19. What do you think of your friends?
Miss you like crazy- The moftatts
miss you guys like crazy. :DD

20. What will you post this as?
All out of love- Air supply
(:

Monday, December 14, 2009

Tagged.

Rule #1:
If you open this you take it.

Rule #2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.

Rule #3:
Tag 10 people.

Answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list?
A: False
Q: Been arrested?
A: False
Q: Do you like someone?
A: true/ flase?
Q: Held a snake?
A: True
Q: Been suspended from school?
A: False
Q: Sang karaoke?
A: True
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
A: True
Q: Laughed until you started crying?
A: True
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
A: False
Q: Kissed in the rain?
A: False
Q: Sang in the shower?
A: True
Q: Sat on a roof top?
A: False
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
A: False
Q: Broken a bone?
A: False
Q: Shaved your head?
A: FALSE
Q: Played a prank on someone?
A: TRUE
Q: Shot a gun?
A: huh?
Q: Donated Blood?
A: False
Just be 100% truthful.

LAST PERSON THAT...

1. You hung out with? friends.
2. You texted? irene.
3. You were in a car with? mum.
4. Went to the movies with? My siblings.
5. Person you went to shop with? My sister.
6. You talked on the phone? My mum.
7. Made you laugh? Shannon.
8. You hugged? My mum?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon? moon.
2. Winter or Fall? both.
3. Left or Right? right.
4. Sunny or rainy? both.
5. Where do you live? Venus.
6. Club or Pub Club? both?
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? yup.
8. Do you want to get married? hmm. yeah??
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl.
10. What time is it? 10 minutes to 2pm.
11. Are you afraid of commitment? not really.
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? I don't know. :/
13. Do you cook? uhhuh.
14. Current mood? tired. happy?

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone? nope.
2. Sang? of course.
3. Listened to music? yup.
4. Danced? yeah.
5. Cried? yeah?
6. Liked someone you can't? nope.

16 FIRSTS

1.Who was your first prom date? Another 3 years, i'll find out.
2. Who was your first roommate? Sister. (:
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? Whisky. :D not exactly drunk? but drank alot?
4. What was your first car? Hot wheels?
5. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? i think its my grandmum's, 3 years old. couldnt felt anything?
6. Who was your first grade teacher? Pn Sia/ Choo.
7. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? Thailand?
8. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? Don't think i did?
9. Who was your first Best Friend? hmm. Cyndy Song. (:
10. Who is your best friend? There's many.
11. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? i don't know.
12. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsman? My sister's Godmother?
13. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? Look at the time.
14. First tattoo or piercing? piercing.
15. First celebrity crush? Im not sure.
16. First crush? hmm. forgot. woopps. ;D

OMG.

P.s' He's Japanese. so he doesn't know how to speak english. :DD and he's only 5.

and it's not a guitar, it's a ukulele.

So Cuteeee. :DD




New Look.

well, as you can see. My blog has a new layout.
Nice?
well, i think its perfect. :D
please comment.
thank you. (:

Thursday, December 10, 2009

In Perak.

well, kinda boring. but at least got people teman me?
my cousin's wedding. and well, thats why im here?
haha. anyways, dont know why im staying here until sunday.
gahhh. gonna be boring? unless, i can get the laptop all the time?
but sadly, that will never happen. :/ reason: my dad.

"its suppose to be a family kinda feeling when you go back to
your home town." thats what he always means.
he doesnt say it. but he means it. i mean of course its true.
i totally agree with him. but sometimes i just want to go online?
lol.

anyways, hopefully will be online soon enough.
if not, who's gonna feed my fishes? oh no,
haha. ;D

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

I was bored and it looks like fun. :9

- Your boy side -

[x] You love hoodies.
[ ] You love jeans.
[x]Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies stink.
[x] You own a car racing game.
[x] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You owned a DS, PS2, N64, or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You have watched sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[x] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own ike a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You used to collect hockey cards.
[ ] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun.
[x] You talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] You sleep with your socks on at night.
[x]You have fished at least once.


- Your girl side -

[x] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[x] You go to your mum to talk.
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like going to the mall.
[x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewellery.
[ ] You cried watching The Notebook.
[x] Shorts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in gymnastics.
[x] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing high heel shoes.
[x] You used to play with dolls as little kid.
[x] You like putting make-up on others.
[ ] You like being the star of everything.
[x] Pink is one of your favorite colors.


- Appearance -

[x] I am shorter than 5′5″.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan/burn easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[x] I have a tattoo
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I've had/have braces.
[x] I've been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than two piercings.
[ ] I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.


- Embarrassment -

[x] I've slipped out a "LOL" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've cried so hard I've laughed.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've laughed til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.


- Health -

[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] Broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I've had serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[x] Swallowed something I probably shouldn't have swallowed.


- Traveling -

[x] I've driven/ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Cuba.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Ottawa.
[ ] I've gone to Sudbury.
[ ] I've been to the Caribbean.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Florida.


- Experiences -

[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kick a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny-dipping.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed car.
[ ] I've been skiing.
[ ] I've been in a musical.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.


- Relationships -

[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I miss someone right now
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.


- Honesty/Crime -

[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out.
[x] I've lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've ran a red light.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.


- Death & Suicide -

[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone/something dying.
[x] Someone who is close to me has attempted/commit suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide before.
[ ] I've written an eulogy for myself.


- Materialism -

[x] I own over 5 CD's.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collected comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.


Tag : whoever that wants to do. i was bored and it looks like fun. :D

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Tagged by Ying Ye.

Tag 10 people:
1- Rachel
2-Bridget
3- Chanel
4-Shaun
5- Shannon
6- Ian
7- Irene
8- Terence
9- Zheng Yang
10- Aiman


1. What if 9 [Zheng Yang] confesses that he/she likes you? - lol. i'll take it as a joke? :D

2. Will you go out for a couple date with 3 [Chanel] if he/she asks to? - Ya, she's my sister.

3. Is 7 [Irene] single? Yup. (:

4. Describe 1 [Rachel]. - Fun & Crazy. :DD

5. Will you date 8 [Terence] ? - NO!! my brother. eww.

6. What is 2's [Bridget] nickname? - BG. :D

7. What do you wish to tell 10 [Aiman] right now ? - I miss you. its like a long time since i saw and talk to you.

8. What is 5 [Shannon] good in? - Sports?

9. If you were to do one thing to 4 [Shaun] , what would it be? - hmm, cut his hair bold! nyehehe. ramdom. :D

10. Have you seen 1 [Rachel] cried ? - Yeah.

11. Is 2 [Bridget] crazy or geeky? - Crazy! :D

12. Will you hold 7's [Irene] hand and walk around? - YUP(:

13. What do you think of 6 [Ian]? - awesome. *cough* haha. :DD

14. Will you kiss 3 [Chanel] when there is only both of you in the park? - 0.o depends.

15. Is 8 [Terence] sweet? - Nope.

16. What is 9's [Zheng Yang] hobby? - Playing SA?

17. Will you date 10 [Aiman] to a high class restaurant? - YUP(:

18. Is 5 [Shannon] fitted to be a maid? - haha. dont know? wouldnt want him to be though. (:

19. When it started raining, who will you seek for an umbrella ? Anyone?

20. Where would you go with 1 [Rachel] on a date ? YUP(:

Thursday, December 3, 2009

soon addicted.

starting to like this song.
(:






``Maybe it's true.
I can't live without you.
And maybe two is better than one.
There's so much time.
To figure out the rest of my life.
And you've already got me coming undone.
And I'm thinking two is better than one..

This is damn funny! :DD

Buhlud;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9yAkBSrMk0

Fire *Truck*;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_pj2Nutu5v8

when i watched these videos.
omg.
i laughed my ass out.
but the first one is funnier if you ask me. :DD

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