New Year's Eve.

A new year. how exciting huh?

but well, sometimes i dont wanna grow up.

i want to be a baby again. or at least a small kid.

where i can careless about anything.

dont have to give a damn about anything,

all i'll care is just having fun.

but now its all different.

and time pass so fast. partly a good thing.

cause it shows that im enjoying.

but im growing older by the second.

my brithday's in 4 months.

thats not long, trust me.

and i thought 2008 was fast.

2009 was way faster.

i wonder when i grow up to be an adult.

will i be able to enjoy with maybe work

and problems im gonna face?

well, hopefully i will have people to

help me with it.

maybe you're thinking that

why am i thinking so much ahead of

the future? well, it wouldnt hurt to just

think and plan on what to do later on. and

be ready for all the negative and positive things

that are gonna happen.

You'll never know until the time comes,

and sometimes thats just to late,

to plan, to think about what to do.

so, you can never be too ready.

There's a saying that goes;

"better bitter and then sweet".

and thats a saying for a life.

but im having a sweet one now.

am i gonna get a bitter one later?

My dad always remind us about that saying.

and i will always ask.

that means we're gonna get a bitter future?

we as in me and my siblings.

then my dad will always just stone and

say. thats why you have to work hard.

well, is there such thing as "sweet and then sweet"?

hopefully there is.

okay, good luck to everyone. and a happy new year. (:

Fag, Its January all over again.

Well, a new year is coming ahead.
Wanted to go Bridget's party but unfortunately no transport.
):
then my sister's having her own plans and she wants me to go with her.
and she begged and stuff. my mum also wants me to go with her.
to "jaga" her. uhhuh. okay. i will? haha.
so then my mum had plans too.
and then got some complication apparently.
and stuff.
hmmm. hopeful next year will be great. (:

Gone.

The preasure has gone but
the stress begins.
gahhhh.
well, just found out that im going 2 cengal. :D
really happy.
partly, cause some of my friends are in cengal too.
like, rachel, shaun, ian, jo leng, liann, mei ping.
and maybe others im not sure of.
and the friends that are different;
aiman, iman, shayna, rujie, irene, fazriny, shannon, yu leong?
lol. its sad. wish they were in the same class.
):
well, no matter what, we still gonna hang out. thats for sure, right? (:

The Preasure.

Well, tomorrow will be the day that us, DJians, will go to school and check what class do we go to next year. Its kinda scary. That one name of a class printed on that paper that is on that board is gonna tell us the class are gonna be in next year, and indirectly telling us where we're gonna spend part of our lives in that place. with different surroundings. different people. its gonna be hard getting use to it. and the new friends we're gonna make. and old friends we're gonna miss. but well, its only the beginning. then whats gonna be the end?

Congrats.

Congratulations, che.
That you once again scored straight A's for an 'important' exam.
I'm really happy for you.
and I'm really proud that you're my sister.
I wouldn't trade anything to not have you as one.
You mean alot to me, maybe even more you can imagine.
I'm really sorry for all the stupid, retarded, hurtful things i did.
I didnt mean to. It just happens and again im sorry.

Love you always,
Your baby sister. (:

Merry Christmas. (:

Merry Christmas everyone.
hope you had a good year.
well, 2010 is like another 5 more days to go.
:/
hmm. well, spending christmas alone.
wasnt that bad. it was kinda fun. :D
thank you for calling. (:
watched tv the whole time. went online.
some funny stuff happened. :DD

All in all, i had a great christmas. (:

Christmas eve.

Believe it or not. im spending christmas eve alone. at home.
not considering my maid, obviously.
well, whatever it is, i'm okay with it. i want to be alone sometimes.
and this is one of the chances that i will take.
Not that i wanna go online and chat with friends.
i mean i will but not because of that.
Christmas is about celebrating with friends and family, ya, i know.
but maybe celebrating with myself aint gonna be that bad?
Well, lets see.

Port Dickson.

Well, my family and i went to Port Dickson on Sunday, after 5 long years.
My family have been going to PD at least twice every year, since i was young ( 3 yr old)
And my dad bought an apartment here. We would stay in that apartment. but somehow.
This time we cant cause other people are using it. -.- wtf? and i like my dad's apartment better.
Its somehow cleaner. :/ and better. And well, its 7.50 a.m. and wonder why i woke up so early?i was sleeping on a noisy mattress and my mum says that she couldnt sleep the whole night cause of me. and i couldnt sleep either. cause It was cold and i didnt have a blanket that fits me. :/then, i couldnt take it anymore. cause even if i move just a lil bit. the fcking mattress makes a noise. so, i got up and went to the toliet and i can tell my mum was relive. and after that i went out and went online. my mum came out and started boiling water and asking me to make my milo when its done. yeah. then i made it. Im really tired. but i seriously cant sleep.
________________________________________________________________________

Yesterday, i reached here and planned to go to the beach and jet ski.
but somehow its too expensive. so. instead we went sea kayaking and got money. :DD
Kayaking is really fun and very exhausting. my shoulders' and arms' painful today, from all that rowing. but it was worthed. (: had a great time. and then went and see the two shopping malls, we use to go everytime, we go there. ' Ocean' and 'Billion'. Alot of memories were made here. happy ones. Good times i wanna go through again. hmmm. but somehow thats just not possible right? oh well. I guess its just suppose to stay that way for the better? who knows? :/

P.s' well be coming back today. lol. just a one night stay. (:

All Out Of Love ♥

Rules :
a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.

1. If someone says,"Is this okay?" You say?
Fire Burning- Sean Kingston.
okay?

2. How would you describe yourself?
Good girls gone bad- Cobra Starship
LOL?

3. What do you like in a guy?
Overloved- Paula DeAnda
uhhuh?

4. How do you feel today?
Vulnerable- Secondhand Serenade
hmm. :/

5. What is your life's purpose?
You belong with me- taylor swift
lol, maybe?

6. What is your motto?
Always be my baby- David Cook
(:

7. What do your friends think of you?
Crazier- taylor swift
woohoo~ :D

8. What do you think of your parents?
You and me- Lifehouse
aww. (:

9. What do you think about very often?
Forever and always- taylor swift
(:

10. What is 2+2?
No boundries- Kris Allen
hahaa.

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Sweet dreams- beyonce
yup(:

12.What is your life?
Butterfly fly away- miley cyrus
(:

13. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Don't trust me- 3oh!3
hahaha.

14. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Kiss the rain- Yiruma
(:

15. What will they play at your funeral?
Everyday i love you- boyzone
thank you. :D

16. What is your hobby/interest?
Secret Valentine- We the Kings
haha. okay?

17. What is your biggest fear?
Second chance- Shine down
not really?

18. What is your biggest secret?
My life would suck without you- kelly clarkson
hmm.

19. What do you think of your friends?
Miss you like crazy- The moftatts
miss you guys like crazy. :DD

20. What will you post this as?
All out of love- Air supply
(:

Tagged.

Rule #1:
If you open this you take it.

Rule #2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.

Rule #3:
Tag 10 people.

Answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list?
A: False
Q: Been arrested?
A: False
Q: Do you like someone?
A: true/ flase?
Q: Held a snake?
A: True
Q: Been suspended from school?
A: False
Q: Sang karaoke?
A: True
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
A: True
Q: Laughed until you started crying?
A: True
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
A: False
Q: Kissed in the rain?
A: False
Q: Sang in the shower?
A: True
Q: Sat on a roof top?
A: False
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
A: False
Q: Broken a bone?
A: False
Q: Shaved your head?
A: FALSE
Q: Played a prank on someone?
A: TRUE
Q: Shot a gun?
A: huh?
Q: Donated Blood?
A: False
Just be 100% truthful.

LAST PERSON THAT...

1. You hung out with? friends.
2. You texted? irene.
3. You were in a car with? mum.
4. Went to the movies with? My siblings.
5. Person you went to shop with? My sister.
6. You talked on the phone? My mum.
7. Made you laugh? Shannon.
8. You hugged? My mum?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon? moon.
2. Winter or Fall? both.
3. Left or Right? right.
4. Sunny or rainy? both.
5. Where do you live? Venus.
6. Club or Pub Club? both?
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? yup.
8. Do you want to get married? hmm. yeah??
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl.
10. What time is it? 10 minutes to 2pm.
11. Are you afraid of commitment? not really.
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? I don't know. :/
13. Do you cook? uhhuh.
14. Current mood? tired. happy?

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone? nope.
2. Sang? of course.
3. Listened to music? yup.
4. Danced? yeah.
5. Cried? yeah?
6. Liked someone you can't? nope.

16 FIRSTS

1.Who was your first prom date? Another 3 years, i'll find out.
2. Who was your first roommate? Sister. (:
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? Whisky. :D not exactly drunk? but drank alot?
4. What was your first car? Hot wheels?
5. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? i think its my grandmum's, 3 years old. couldnt felt anything?
6. Who was your first grade teacher? Pn Sia/ Choo.
7. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? Thailand?
8. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? Don't think i did?
9. Who was your first Best Friend? hmm. Cyndy Song. (:
10. Who is your best friend? There's many.
11. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? i don't know.
12. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsman? My sister's Godmother?
13. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? Look at the time.
14. First tattoo or piercing? piercing.
15. First celebrity crush? Im not sure.
16. First crush? hmm. forgot. woopps. ;D

OMG.

P.s' He's Japanese. so he doesn't know how to speak english. :DD and he's only 5.

and it's not a guitar, it's a ukulele.

So Cuteeee. :DD

New Look.

well, as you can see. My blog has a new layout.
Nice?
well, i think its perfect. :D
please comment.
thank you. (:

In Perak.

well, kinda boring. but at least got people teman me?
my cousin's wedding. and well, thats why im here?
haha. anyways, dont know why im staying here until sunday.
gahhh. gonna be boring? unless, i can get the laptop all the time?
but sadly, that will never happen. :/ reason: my dad.

"its suppose to be a family kinda feeling when you go back to
your home town." thats what he always means.
he doesnt say it. but he means it. i mean of course its true.
i totally agree with him. but sometimes i just want to go online?
lol.

anyways, hopefully will be online soon enough.
if not, who's gonna feed my fishes? oh no,
haha. ;D

I was bored and it looks like fun. :9

- Your boy side -

[x] You love hoodies.
[ ] You love jeans.
[x]Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies stink.
[x] You own a car racing game.
[x] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You owned a DS, PS2, N64, or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You have watched sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[x] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own ike a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You used to collect hockey cards.
[ ] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun.
[x] You talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] You sleep with your socks on at night.
[x]You have fished at least once.


- Your girl side -

[x] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[x] You go to your mum to talk.
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like going to the mall.
[x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewellery.
[ ] You cried watching The Notebook.
[x] Shorts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in gymnastics.
[x] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing high heel shoes.
[x] You used to play with dolls as little kid.
[x] You like putting make-up on others.
[ ] You like being the star of everything.
[x] Pink is one of your favorite colors.


- Appearance -

[x] I am shorter than 5′5″.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan/burn easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[x] I have a tattoo
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I've had/have braces.
[x] I've been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than two piercings.
[ ] I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.


- Embarrassment -

[x] I've slipped out a "LOL" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've cried so hard I've laughed.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've laughed til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.


- Health -

[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] Broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I've had serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[x] Swallowed something I probably shouldn't have swallowed.


- Traveling -

[x] I've driven/ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Cuba.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Ottawa.
[ ] I've gone to Sudbury.
[ ] I've been to the Caribbean.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Florida.


- Experiences -

[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kick a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny-dipping.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed car.
[ ] I've been skiing.
[ ] I've been in a musical.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.


- Relationships -

[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I miss someone right now
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.


- Honesty/Crime -

[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out.
[x] I've lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've ran a red light.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.


- Death & Suicide -

[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone/something dying.
[x] Someone who is close to me has attempted/commit suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide before.
[ ] I've written an eulogy for myself.


- Materialism -

[x] I own over 5 CD's.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collected comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Tag : whoever that wants to do. i was bored and it looks like fun. :D

Tagged by Ying Ye.

Tag 10 people:
1- Rachel
2-Bridget
3- Chanel
4-Shaun
5- Shannon
6- Ian
7- Irene
8- Terence
9- Zheng Yang
10- Aiman


1. What if 9 [Zheng Yang] confesses that he/she likes you? - lol. i'll take it as a joke? :D

2. Will you go out for a couple date with 3 [Chanel] if he/she asks to? - Ya, she's my sister.

3. Is 7 [Irene] single? Yup. (:

4. Describe 1 [Rachel]. - Fun & Crazy. :DD

5. Will you date 8 [Terence] ? - NO!! my brother. eww.

6. What is 2's [Bridget] nickname? - BG. :D

7. What do you wish to tell 10 [Aiman] right now ? - I miss you. its like a long time since i saw and talk to you.

8. What is 5 [Shannon] good in? - Sports?

9. If you were to do one thing to 4 [Shaun] , what would it be? - hmm, cut his hair bold! nyehehe. ramdom. :D

10. Have you seen 1 [Rachel] cried ? - Yeah.

11. Is 2 [Bridget] crazy or geeky? - Crazy! :D

12. Will you hold 7's [Irene] hand and walk around? - YUP(:

13. What do you think of 6 [Ian]? - awesome. *cough* haha. :DD

14. Will you kiss 3 [Chanel] when there is only both of you in the park? - 0.o depends.

15. Is 8 [Terence] sweet? - Nope.

16. What is 9's [Zheng Yang] hobby? - Playing SA?

17. Will you date 10 [Aiman] to a high class restaurant? - YUP(:

18. Is 5 [Shannon] fitted to be a maid? - haha. dont know? wouldnt want him to be though. (:

19. When it started raining, who will you seek for an umbrella ? Anyone?

20. Where would you go with 1 [Rachel] on a date ? YUP(:

soon addicted.

starting to like this song.
(:





``Maybe it's true.
I can't live without you.
And maybe two is better than one.
There's so much time.
To figure out the rest of my life.
And you've already got me coming undone.
And I'm thinking two is better than one..

This is damn funny! :DD

Buhlud;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9yAkBSrMk0

Fire *Truck*;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_pj2Nutu5v8

when i watched these videos.
omg.
i laughed my ass out.
but the first one is funnier if you ask me. :DD

YESTERDAY!

Omg, yesterday i watched NEW MOON!

omg. it was AWESOME! i love it. i need to

watch it again. DVD! GAHH. To the people that didnt watch yet. do seriously must see it. you wont regret. and to the people that didnt watch twilight yet, my advice, watch twilight first then new moon.

if not you wont understand a thing. trust me. :D

P.s' i cried a few times in the movie. ):

Rach's Birthday. (:

well, when you rachel's house yesterday with bridget and irene.
woke up damn early. - 6.30 am.
when there, they went swimming, i didnt.
took pictures but in my phone.
video, gonna upload on facebook. :DD
then ate. watched 500 days of summer.
and zombie land. haha.
learnt how to play 'tong hua' on the piano!
yay! :D
then went up and gossip and camwhored
again. (:
here are some of the pictures.

RENE (:

Me & Rene. (:

US. :D

Bridget, Rach, Rene.

Rene and Rach.

This picture is so nice; (:
Irene and Bridget.

This picture is nice too.

Me and Rach. :D

Rene, Rach and Bridget.

Rene.

Haha. Me. (:

We had fun. there are way more pictures but lazy to post them la.

and these are some of the good ones. haha. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACH! :DD

Class Outing '09

well, started of with 11 people,

which are;

me (of course (: ), rachel, liann, fazrini

jo leng, shannon, shaun, ian, wei hun,

iqbal and yu leong.

then rujie wanted to come too.

so then we had 12 people going but

at last minute shannon couldnt

make it cause his mum doesnt let.

sad. ):

anyways, i wanted to watch 2012

but somebody didnt want to.

and then planned ninja something

but it was 18pl.

so at the end we watched A Christmas Carol.

well, it was kinda creepy and alil boring,

i guess.

first time i went to the cinema

and people started clapping.

and by people i mean;

shaun, wei hun, and yu leong

but some how other people followed them.

:/

haha. :D at end the. it wasnt that bad. (:

A day i will never forget. (: 2

At Rachel's house.

After swimming, watching two movies;

My sister's keeper and Wild Child,

Playing the piano.

we went up to rach's room and

we started camwhoring

with bridget's psp.

haha. these are the pictures.

:D

haha. (:

My hair! :D


under the blanket; rachel
beside with the pink shirt;
birdget.



Nel;




Nel;

Me & rach. (:

Rachel Ng. :D

Bridget and Rachel.

Chanel.

Chanel.

Rach's doll. kinda creepy. 0.o

My sister. (:

cute? :D

haha. missed it.

Mirror.

Mirror also.

Bridget.

Three of us. :D

Love this picture,

Me & my besties.

Me & my sister. (:

Nel.

Rachel's shy. haha. :D

Thats about it,

sad some other people had to miss it.

):

A day i will never forget. (:

yesterday, went back to sktm.
for children's day. had fun.
saw teachers. miss them alot.
the performences were great but
some really sucked no offense.

after that, went to rachel's house.
Love it. :D
we swam, and then watched
my sister's keeper and wild child.
i cried for the movie my sister's keeper.
it was really sad.


today, asked about tomorrow's outing.
alot of things to be prepared.
at the end, it was okay.
everything was fine. i guess.
cant wait for tomorrow.

I'm feeling really tired today.
yeah. hmm. dont feel like sleeping.
im my mum's shop now.
p.s' i work there. (:

Why cant time just stop, and repeat the moments we want?


addicted to this song. its really nice. (:
If your not the one by Daniel Bedingfield





``i dont want to run away but i cant take it, i dont understand.

if im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that i am.

is there anyway that i can stay in your arms..


nice right?

This is to all my friends.

okay. i wanna say some stuff to you guys. before this year finishes. (:

Aiman, thanks for always being by my side. (:

Rachel, thanks for being there for me when i needed you. (:

Bridget, thanks for the memories we had. *and the candy* (: im gonna miss you.

Ru Jie, thanks for all the time we spent together. *and the cookies* (:

Irene, thanks for teman-ing me in dewan and unggul! :D

Iman, thanks for keeping me updated about stuff. ;D

Shayna, thanks for the laughter we shared. :D

Ian, thanks for being a really fun friend. sitting next to you for almost the whole year was awesome! :D

Shannon, thanks for being a great friend. you were there when i needed someone to talk to. (:

Shaun, thanks for making SOME of my days. :D

Yu Leong, thanks for the entertainment everyday in class. :D

Teck Hong, thanks for being there for me when aiman ditched me. (:

Katoa, thanks for staying back after school to teman me. :D

Wei hun, thanks for telling us stories. that are funny. (:

Krisman, thanks for the retarded things you do to make me laugh. :D

And maybe some other people i forgot. oppsy. :D

Sorry ya. :/

Report Card.

the dooms day for all students.

lol.

unless you're really smart.

but well, as far as i know.

even the smartest person wont think they are and wont be satisfied.

well, shit la.

i think i going bad class next year.

ahh. i really hate myself right now.

will be updating soon again.

p.s' blogging is not stupid. this is dedicated to someone. :D

and dont take this the wrong way, kay? (:

Love Hurts. That's a fact.

WOOHOO!

i watched Jennifer's Body!!
uhhuh oh yeah. :D
well, it wasnt that scary.
only some parts cause of the blood and her mouth.
the last part was kinda, KINDA sad though.

and I love you, Beth Cooper,
was a dissapoinment.
it was retarded. and kinda boring.

Jennifer's Body!

I wanna watch!

i have the dvd but i scared.

She eats boys, for heaven sake. scary.

i wanna watch with my friends, it would be fun.

but how?

Second blog.

http://beencryingmyeyesout.blogspot.com/

Some funny stuff. :D

these few days i've been really sad and i've been crying alot.

but there were these videos that made me laugh. (:

-Kumar Drag Queen.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BfVpwvkgaUw - part 1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0_gBlfFrLiE - part 2

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Swr4eGnY6Xw -part 3

-Brian Regan, Stupid in school.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tRXHgzXQQjs

-Brian Regan, Little league.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yXLUncbZKbs&feature=related

-Brian Regan, Hospitals.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EizgQEnafOA&feature=related

You guys should go watch this. they are really funny. :D

p.s' especially when you're sad like me. this helps alot.

: i cried to this song before.

-never forgotten why i cried to this song.

``He's the reason for the tear drops on my guitar.

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.

He's the song in the car, i keep singing

Don't know why i do...

P.s' Teardrops from my eyes are real, not fake ones that are made.

i screwed up.

i screwed almost all my papers.

haiz.

i'm really stupid.

no doubt about it.

but at least give me a better chance?

my dad's gonna kill me. he's gonna say. i didnt study enough.

but i did. didnt i?

he's gonna call me stupid. good for nothing.

):

and yesterday when we finish our exams.

came home. and well, i have this 'study time' at 8-9.30pm

and i was just trying to relax myself after knowing some

really sadding stuff. and he scolded me

"after exams, doesnt mean you dont need to study'.

wtf? study what?

what is there to study?

gosh.

my eyes are bengkak. ):

and well, i just cant face him with screwed up marks again.

he'd be so mad and disappointed.

and my mum. haiz. she gonna compare me and my brother again.

i dont get why does she do that?

anyways, just hopefully. i dont screw up that much.

(played PSP in the exams time. haha. damn fun. finish doing the exams. was bored. so yeah. )

:D

p.s' cant change the fact that, there's nothing better to do than cry right now.

Lately. (:

Exams. erm.. who likes them?

but wait. i know who. some people in my class.

but they quite retarded no offense.

hehe. :D

anywhoo, (:

exams, isn't really important actually.

if you fail, doesn't mean you're stupid.

maybe, you do know the answer but just lazy to do it.

but well, who does that right?

who would purposely fail exams and not write the right answer

when you do know the answer?

but still. nothing's impossible. and nothing's never been done in this world.

never know. hmm..

and just realize ALOT of people cutting their hair lately.

whoo.

cutting fringe, bangs, shorter hair.

haha.

maybe short hair or maybe just cutting your hair is 'IN' now.

fashion, fashion, fashion.

lol.

it's actually kinda funny when you think about fashion.

even the ugliest clothes will be nice. never know.

some how, jeans with holds are 'in' in some moments back then.

torn shirts and pants are also 'in'.

so ya. never know whats next.

Haha.

this kinda ramdom.

anyways, got to go sleep. getting late cause tomorrow need to wake up study.

haih.

p.s' good luck to people taking moral. we're gonna die! AHH. :D

Go check out my brother's dead blog. :D
www.ilikecolourfulthings.blogspot.com
please comment or write something in the cbox.
Thank you. :D

If you wanna be with someone.
Just imagine, he or she is a very hot cup of tea.
- take it slow.
if not, you're gonna get burn.

tagged by Bridget. :D

ALPHABET (:
According to the alphabet, name a person and tag them. Then answer the questions.

A. Aiman Esham
1) Do you love this person? -Yeah.
2) Is this person your enemy? -No
3) Would you kiss this person? – Yup. (:

B. Bridget Tan
1) What do you really think of this person?- Pretty. (:
2) What's his favorite color? – Red!
3) Ever danced with them? – Nope.

C. Chanel Chin
1) Do you have a crush on this person? – lol. no. my sister la.
2) Have you ever had a crush on her? – No.
3) How old is she? – 15.

D. Daniel Ho
1) How long have you known him/her? – this year. 2009
2) Biggest regret? – No
3) Do you hate this person?- Nope.

E. Edrie Azriff
1) Have you met their parents? - nope.
2) Worst thing about this person ?- Don't think he has a bad side. :D
3) Best thing about this person? – He's funny. (:

F. Fazriny Idayu
1) Have you met his parents?- No
2) Worst thing about this person? – no bad side. :D
3) Best thing about this person? – She's fun!

G. Goh Qian Yi
1) Is she a good listener? – i don't really know.
2) Have you ever lied to this person? –Ya. i think. don't really remember.
3) Is this person good looking? – yeah. (:

H. Ho Teck Hong
1) What grade is he in? – Form 1
2) Is he your best friend? – Yes! my gay bestfriend in fact. :D p.s' its a good thing.
3) Ever done something illegal with this person? – Don't think so.

I. Irene Soh
1) What is this person's favorite food? – Everything! :D
2) How did you meet this person? – This year. 2009
3)What do you think about them? – an extrodinary person! :D

J. Jessie Jay
1)Have any siblings?- Yeah
2) Do you know their favorite song? – no. sorry.
3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you? – haha. don't think it will happen. (:

K. Kah Kay
1) How old were you when you first met? – Nine :D
2) How did you meet? – Primary school
3) Ever danced with this person? – Nope. haha.

L . Lecus Lim
1) What would you do if you had never met this person? – erm.. cant do anything about it, if it didnt happen. and i'll lose alot of my happy childhood memories. (:
2) Why do you like him? – He's fun. and kinda nice to talk to about the past.
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person? – maybe. (;

M. Max Lai
1) Is this person older than you? –Nope.
2) Is this person single?- Ya, i think.
3) How many times do you talk to them in a week? – We don't talk. and its not because of me.

N. Norman Leaw
1) Is this person your friend? – Yea
2)Have you seen this person cry? – Don't think so.
3) Do you know this person's middle name? – no. lol. sorry. :D

O. Ong, Jennifer
1) Have you ever dated this person? – No
2) When is the next time you'll see this person? – Wednesday?
3) Do you go to school with them? – no. not with her. but same school.

P. Pan Jun Wei.
1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person? - No
2) How about a sleepover with them? - No
3) Does this person have a job? - No. (hate him anyways)

Q. Quon Shen
1) What is this person's relationship with you? - Friend
2) Is this person wealthy or poor? -Average
3) What is this person's ambition? – dun noe.

R . Rachel Ng
1) Have you heard this person sing? – Ya.
2) Do you think this person will repost this? – Not sure.
3) When does this person look best? – Everytime :D

S. Shaun Chew
1) Is this person taller than you? – Yup.
2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her? – Sometimes.
3) Do they live close to you? – Not really.

T. Tony Hon Katoa
1) Would you do anything for him? – Anything? erm.. lol.
2) Have you been to his house? – Yeah!
3) Where does he live? – DJ.

V. Victor Geh
1) Does she have a crush on you? - No
2) Is he cool? – Nope. He's gay. haha. just kidding. :D
3) Is this person your friend? – Yeah.

W. Wong Joey
1) Would you save her from drowning? – Yup. but she won't cause she knows how to. :D
2) What you like about her? – Not so sure. hehe. :D
3) What is her/his favorite sport? – erm..?

X. Xiong Wei
1) How did you 2 come to be friends? – School
2) Have you ever gone anywhere with them? – Ya.
3) What is one thing you would change about them? – i dun noe..?

Y. Yang Kok Weng
1) How old is he? - 17
2) How long have you known them? – i think around a year++
3) What was your first impression of him? - erm.. not bad. and why is he in my house again? :D

Z. Zheng Yang
1) Does this person have MSN? – Ya.
2) Have you ever made out with this person? – lol. nope.
3) When will you see this person next? – Wednesday?

haha. returning a favour. (:

well, people i know since kindergarden.
and that went to the same school all the way.
1- Tadika Grace
2- SKTM
3- DJ


a. Lecus Lim (haha) thanks. (:
b. Audrey Cheah
c. Wai Xian
d. Tashanee
e. Andrew Chu
f. Jason Wee
g. ( one guy that i know his face but not his name) lol. sorry.
h. IF YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE HERE. TELL ME. so that i can put your name. (:

_______________________________________________

and so far. i only know one person that went to Tadika Grace, (skiped sktm) and then DJ.

a. Vanessa Ho.
how i found out?
i was looking at some old photos. and i realize in the 2002 class picture (6 yrs old).
the girl standing next to me seem so fimiliar.
and she looked just like Vanessa. and so, i asked her whether she when to that Tadika?
and she said "Yes".

Lol. quite an interesting story huh?
Never thought i would actually see her and know her again.
:D

Love is like a rain drop.
Perfect in shape and form, until it hits the pavement then there's no more.

yesterday.

yesterday was fun!
awesome!
:D

and sorry bridget for not telling you im not going school and that i left you all alone.
sorry ya.

when tc mall.
aiman didnt wanna go to school.

watched G-force!
damn cute!
:D

studied in starbucks for 2 hours.

p.s' there were some scary parts about yesterday..

I CUT MY HAIR!

ONE INCH BELOW MY SHOULDER.

:D

CURRENT STUFF

addicted to facebook, kinda.
i rock in Plock!
hehe. :D
exams coming.
Need to study harder.
Hate the new class. (1 nemesu)
quite small. ):
But AWESOME cause
next to Batai! my besties. (:
I got new sport shoes! :D
Nike Air!
Gonna get my phone back! (:
on 10th october.
Lantern Festival.
Hopefully going back to sktm.
Maybe gonna get contacts lens soon.
Made new friends.
Got closer to old friends.
Talked to friends i never talked to.
Having mood swings
these few days.
Got caught twice for nails!!!
AHHH. :D
need to cut them.
found out a few weeks ago that,
the first time my parents met was in Atria!
how cool is that? :D

well, that all thats in my mind right now.
so if any more current stuff i've got,
i'll try to update. (:

p.s' i changed the colour of my string around my hand.
(black -> baby blue) :D