Done?

Im done fighting.
I dont wanna fight anymore.
Lets start over, kay?



I CANT BELIEVE I JOINED FUSTAL. OOO;

dumgum. (:

I want to be a happy person again.
And hopefully I will be soon. (:
RIGHT, BI?

anywaysss, school the usual.
all the blablabla crap.

SUSHI FROM KOREAN, RIGHT LECUS?
HHAHAHAHAH! damn funny laaa.
:DDDDD



I love you, you know that.

GOSH.

I really dislike you laa.
seriously, sometimes.
I hate the fact that you treat me
different from other people in a bad way.
Its so effing frustrating to know, to see it.




YES, IM THE JEALOUS TYPE.

Never again much.

Weell, Happy Belated Birthday Aliana!
Love you.


I have like no idea what to blog about.
Im tired.


P.s' My brother might be getting a Macbook?



I have a sucky boyfriend. ;P

not necessaryily.

whoaaaaa.
its like the end of Thursday.
the weeks go by so fast.

one more week and its the end of July.
Hello, August.

In class,
weeeell.
making progress.
:DDD
ian and rachel,
they would sit behind me cause theres two empty places there.
So far, the annoying dude,
is not that annoying. he's actually pretty nice.
and he's really smart.

Things could be better, could be worse.
hmmm.
I miss bi. a lot.



Goodnight kisses.

wants or needs?

WEEEEEELL,
nothing much to post actually.
My camera's doing great.
School's horrible.
Bi's okay.
what else?



Everything that I want is a need to me.

God, bless yourself too.

Hi.
It's a wednesday's morning.
and yet, it feels like a friday's.

I miss the old times.
alot.
I want back everything I had before
which i dont now.

I have alot of regrets.
more than you can imagine.
and my kind of regrets,
stays. for a long time.



I wish I can turn back time.

yay meeeeeeeee!

I JUST GOT MY CAMERA, PEOPLE!!!

YAY ME!

BOOYEAHH!


i wanted black. but no more.
so terpaksa take silver.
okayyy laaaa.
:DDDDDDDDDDD


Sister got her phone. Sony ericsson, Satio.

and we went Curve instead.

Thank you once again, daddy and mummy!
I LOVE YOU! :DD



I'm the happiest girl on earth.

an "OMG" day!

well. as you know that i went out today.
but fazrini cancled on us cause she had an emergency.
so, it was only me and rachel! ;DD
awesome ey?
Bought two pairs of pumps(rubi) from cotton on.
and six pairs of earings from diva. ;DDD
the pumps were rm49 for two.
and the earings came in ey set. (:
me love shopping. (:

well, guess what?
I strained my ankle at the cinema.
-.- what the shit man.
i didnt know that the step was that deep,
so yeahh. lost balance and shits.
right ankle.

MOVING ONN,
went Centerpoint to makan.
and then we went to check for
my brother wii. and then my dad just decided to buy it.
right at the spot. GO DADDY! ;D
and then and then. My parents decided to get my camera tomorrow.
actually more of my mum. GO MUMMY! ;DD
after school, they fetching me straight to Mid-Valley.
and then and then. my dad and mum decided to get Nex 5! and both lenses!
GO DADDY & MUMMY! ;DDDD
hahahah. No need to wait another week, baby!


anywaysss. i didnt talk to him during the weekends.
haihh. i miss him. wanna talk to him so badly. );



I love you more than I can say.

its soo effing frustrating.

Im sad.

Didnt talk to him today.

and he made me really frustrated yesterday night.

maybe im over reacting?

hmmmm. whatever laa.

Todayy.

went work.

played CS with my brother.

;DD hahaha.

so fun!

Tomorrow.

going out with Rachel & Fazriny.

Watching eclipse AGAIN. -.-

cause they havent watch. so.

WHATEVER. i dont mind.

Jacob's hot. (;

NEEDA GO SHOPPING!

COTTON ON, PUMPS.

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. (:

fun?

ONE MORE WEEK, BABY!

;DDDD

Camera here i come!

Today was Datin's farewell.

If i knew better, i shouldnt have brought

any books at all. -.-

wouldnt have bring that bag.

would've bring a SMALLER bag.

;DD

hahaa. but anyways, its over.

WHO CARES.

MOVING ONN,

went park with bi today.

(before school)

finally got him all to myself,

not like in school. where others will have him too.

;PP

hahah.

YES, IM SELFISH WHEN IT COMES TO MY BOYFRIEND.

;9

I love him oh-so-very much. <3

he means alot to me.

TODAY WAS SO DARN HOT!

Monday, everyone's changing place.

EFFING DAMN IT.

GAH. i like my place tooo damn much.

i have rachel, ian, hui june,

charissa,.....shaun? hahah.

well yeah.

and then later on, i will have THE MOST

ANNOYING & IRRITATING dude

in 2 Cengal 2010. well, hopefully.

we will get along. its a MUST anyways.

It's official, I'm in love.

Here, it's cancled.

hope you're happy now.

drats! drats! drats!

MY DAD HAVING SECOND THOUGHTS ABOUT THE CAMERA!
DENDENDEN! DAMN IT.
*bites lip*



lalalalalalalalalala.

me lovey you.

I love Shannon.
(:
never stopped loving him
nor even loved him less.
I swear. on my life. to God.


got to go school.
ciaos.



dumgum. (:

im sick and tired of everything.

To be honest,
I really want the old you back.
And I mean it.



change back, please.

i like you.

Happy four months anniversary, darling. (:
i'll love you till the very end.

anywayssss,
my dad's gonna get me NEX 5
instead of NEX 3
meaning: TOTAL UPGRADE.
heeeeeeeeeeeeee. (:

3k pluss, including with the lenses and stuff.
awww. i love you, daddy. <3

well, i actually never relly knew my
dad was REALLY into photography.
he was really happy that me and my
siblings were into it too.
well, he has like a DSLR, Minolta like during the 80's.
boy, that is heavy and old! haha.
then he has lenses and a tripod stand.
:DD
haha.
then he has another camera, Pentax.
but sadly all of them are film kind.
means have to buy and stuff. very mafan.

THENNN, he gave his DSLR to my sister.
SO UNFAIRR.
D:< but i got the Pentax one. but its not a DSLR.
different! ): but its okayy. He's getting me a DSLR like
one in two weeks. :DDD

MOVING ONN,
ECLIPSE was soooo uber awesome!
SO DARN SWEET.
and funny. ahahha. (:

bye, world.


darling, i miss you.

sexyynyaa.

i seriously find some of the people really pretty.
LIKE SERIOUSLY.
the guys. ahhh. no need to say laa. memang.
seriously. some are just effing hot. and cant
keep my eyes off them. sure like to lick those abs.
;DD hahha. nahh. not really. ;P
but for the girls.
yeahh. some are so pretty.
i just cant help it. its like i wish i
can be them. ENVY LAAA.
I love pretty peoplee. (:
they're nice to look at.
and hot guys are nice to dream of too. ;D
LOL.

MOVING ONNN,
the weekends ONCE AGAIN. damn fast right?
EEESSHH.
im gonna miss my bi. ):



NOW, *drum rolls*

ECLIPSE!!

OMG. cant cant wait laaa.



anywayssss,
TECK HONG.
IS maybe GETTING ME AN UKULELE!
isnt that like the awesomest??
hahaha. well, yeahh. hopefully.
come onnn. make it happen, ya?




I'm glad that cupid shot you.

That guy is smoking hot! ouhlala. *drools* ;D

SPAIN! <3
you gonna win!
well, hopefully.
heeeeeeeeee. (:

on the 25th or 26th, July, IM GONNA GET MY CAMERA.
thats like in another two weeks?
WOOOHOOO! BOOOYEAH!
SONY NEX 3, babyy! E-mount camera.
cant cant cant cant wait mannnnnn.
damn excited!
not exactly a DSLR.
but REAL REAL CLOSE. and well, CLOSE ENOUGH.
;DDDD like seriously, the pictures would be the same
qualityy and the stuff are alike. (((:
weeeee~ just uber super happy.

anywaysss.
i havent say this in ey whileee.
so, imma say it now.

I love my uber awesome boyrfriend. (:


yesss. i sure do.


just really miss him now.


MOVING ONNN,
as you can see, kinda hyper here.
;DD
THE TIME PASS SOO EFFING FAST WEII.
SO UNFAIRR. NEXT THING YOU KNOW IT;

PMR, FORM 3, MORNING SESSION. EESSSSSHHHHH.


AM I RIGHT? OR AM I RIGHT?
hahah. yes, im right.

i love my bestfriends too. (:
love you guyss man.
nothing without youuu!
and i mean it.

*i think im going to tear up*
AWWW. LOL. JOKINGGGG!
HAHAHA. fooled you guys didnt i?

signing off,
ciao.



lalalalala, im not listening. ;D

it hurts so badly.

YOU MADE ME CRYY, Shannon Masaaki Kobayashi.
);
i dont like youuu.
blehhhhhh!
but i guess you seriously do not do that again?
okay? okayy. (:
make me feel like im cared about.
make me feel loved again.
make me feel that you love me still.
<3




me lovey you.

this is some shit.

My life is offically ruined.
well, not exactly. but i really hate myself right now.

FTW, FML.



I want nothing but you.

Do it like you do it to me. (;

IM SADDDDD. D;
but im really really really really really really really
really really really really really really really really
sick of being sad all the time.
so, i decide to either hold it in and be really happy.
or just let it all out. and apparently,
my mind chose itself to let it out today.
hmmm. i didnt mean to. but it just did.
and then i let out it ALL out like maybe 30 minutes
before 6.45pm. (school end) and yes, i stayed all the way.
my parents didnt come today. and i felt really sad.
seeing everyone with theirs. and me without mine. )':
it was really hurtful somehow.
i cried cause of two reasons today.
and today was the first time ever i cried in front
of a teacher. (besides 4 years old-9years old)
and the teacher was Cik Norliza.
i couldnt help it. she saw my eyes were red.
and obviously she ask.
and im the kinda of person that crys even more when you talk about it.
so yeah. i just burst out. ): didnt mean to. but it just did.



i miss bi.