im sick and tired of everything.

To be honest,
I really want the old you back.
And I mean it.



change back, please.

i like you.

Happy four months anniversary, darling. (:
i'll love you till the very end.

anywayssss,
my dad's gonna get me NEX 5
instead of NEX 3
meaning: TOTAL UPGRADE.
heeeeeeeeeeeeee. (:

3k pluss, including with the lenses and stuff.
awww. i love you, daddy. <3

well, i actually never relly knew my
dad was REALLY into photography.
he was really happy that me and my
siblings were into it too.
well, he has like a DSLR, Minolta like during the 80's.
boy, that is heavy and old! haha.
then he has lenses and a tripod stand.
:DD
haha.
then he has another camera, Pentax.
but sadly all of them are film kind.
means have to buy and stuff. very mafan.

THENNN, he gave his DSLR to my sister.
SO UNFAIRR.
D:< but i got the Pentax one. but its not a DSLR.
different! ): but its okayy. He's getting me a DSLR like
one in two weeks. :DDD

MOVING ONN,
ECLIPSE was soooo uber awesome!
SO DARN SWEET.
and funny. ahahha. (:

bye, world.


darling, i miss you.

sexyynyaa.

i seriously find some of the people really pretty.
LIKE SERIOUSLY.
the guys. ahhh. no need to say laa. memang.
seriously. some are just effing hot. and cant
keep my eyes off them. sure like to lick those abs.
;DD hahha. nahh. not really. ;P
but for the girls.
yeahh. some are so pretty.
i just cant help it. its like i wish i
can be them. ENVY LAAA.
I love pretty peoplee. (:
they're nice to look at.
and hot guys are nice to dream of too. ;D
LOL.

MOVING ONNN,
the weekends ONCE AGAIN. damn fast right?
EEESSHH.
im gonna miss my bi. ):



NOW, *drum rolls*

ECLIPSE!!

OMG. cant cant wait laaa.



anywayssss,
TECK HONG.
IS maybe GETTING ME AN UKULELE!
isnt that like the awesomest??
hahaha. well, yeahh. hopefully.
come onnn. make it happen, ya?




I'm glad that cupid shot you.

That guy is smoking hot! ouhlala. *drools* ;D

SPAIN! <3
you gonna win!
well, hopefully.
heeeeeeeeee. (:

on the 25th or 26th, July, IM GONNA GET MY CAMERA.
thats like in another two weeks?
WOOOHOOO! BOOOYEAH!
SONY NEX 3, babyy! E-mount camera.
cant cant cant cant wait mannnnnn.
damn excited!
not exactly a DSLR.
but REAL REAL CLOSE. and well, CLOSE ENOUGH.
;DDDD like seriously, the pictures would be the same
qualityy and the stuff are alike. (((:
weeeee~ just uber super happy.

anywaysss.
i havent say this in ey whileee.
so, imma say it now.

I love my uber awesome boyrfriend. (:


yesss. i sure do.


just really miss him now.


MOVING ONNN,
as you can see, kinda hyper here.
;DD
THE TIME PASS SOO EFFING FAST WEII.
SO UNFAIRR. NEXT THING YOU KNOW IT;

PMR, FORM 3, MORNING SESSION. EESSSSSHHHHH.


AM I RIGHT? OR AM I RIGHT?
hahah. yes, im right.

i love my bestfriends too. (:
love you guyss man.
nothing without youuu!
and i mean it.

*i think im going to tear up*
AWWW. LOL. JOKINGGGG!
HAHAHA. fooled you guys didnt i?

signing off,
ciao.



lalalalala, im not listening. ;D

it hurts so badly.

YOU MADE ME CRYY, Shannon Masaaki Kobayashi.
);
i dont like youuu.
blehhhhhh!
but i guess you seriously do not do that again?
okay? okayy. (:
make me feel like im cared about.
make me feel loved again.
make me feel that you love me still.
<3




me lovey you.

this is some shit.

My life is offically ruined.
well, not exactly. but i really hate myself right now.

FTW, FML.



I want nothing but you.

Do it like you do it to me. (;

IM SADDDDD. D;
but im really really really really really really really
really really really really really really really really
sick of being sad all the time.
so, i decide to either hold it in and be really happy.
or just let it all out. and apparently,
my mind chose itself to let it out today.
hmmm. i didnt mean to. but it just did.
and then i let out it ALL out like maybe 30 minutes
before 6.45pm. (school end) and yes, i stayed all the way.
my parents didnt come today. and i felt really sad.
seeing everyone with theirs. and me without mine. )':
it was really hurtful somehow.
i cried cause of two reasons today.
and today was the first time ever i cried in front
of a teacher. (besides 4 years old-9years old)
and the teacher was Cik Norliza.
i couldnt help it. she saw my eyes were red.
and obviously she ask.
and im the kinda of person that crys even more when you talk about it.
so yeah. i just burst out. ): didnt mean to. but it just did.



i miss bi.