2010.

Time.

Time pass so fast,
For it's the end of something,
But on the other hand,
It's the start of a new beginning.

Time pass so fast,
When we are having fun,
Go through experiences,
And regret none.

Time pass so fast,
I'm not ready to say goodbye,
I'm upset and scared,
But yet, I dont know why.

Time pass so fast,
I wanna go back in time,
But that's impposible,
So, I hope everything will be just fine.

©byjoey. ♥
12:48am, 31st Dec. 2010.



Goodbye 2010, Hello 2011.

It's too late.

Today is the second last day of the month, of the year.
Im sad. ):

My 2010 was awesome.
It was better than that.
It was lifechanging for me.
It was really a memorable one.
With all the experiences Ive got from this year was remarkable.
-The piercings Ive got.
-Im into photography now, my camera.
-Im learning an instrument, my ukulele.
-My first heartbreak.
-My love life.
-School memories that would never fade in me.
And much, much more.

And Ive made an extraordinary change towards myself.
The way I look, thats for sure.
The way I dress.
Maybe the way I am?
Its amazing that Ive been given a chance to change for the better.
Sometimes I cant believe it myself.
What if, I never changed?
How would the start of my high school be like?
I guess, I'll never know.

I dont want my 2010 to end.
But I guess, I cant stop it from going away.

I have to let go and move forward.



2011 has to be better.

OMGOSH.

ANGSANA?

REALLY?

LIKE SERIOUSLY?

I rather be in Batai. :/

Hopefully, it'll be fine?

I REALLY HOPE SO.

Dont really have people Im close to. :/
Maybe one or two?



What a great start for 2011.

Shopping with mummy. :D

Woots. Shopping yesterday was great.
Eventhough, I didnt get alot.
But second round would be all me. ;D
Hahahah.

Anyways, I have new T-shirts. Yay.
A new watch from Noseeeee. (Y)
And and, a keychain from Guesssss. 8D!
SO PRETTY. But rather expensive. Hahaha. Well, its Guess. (:

Anyways, my brother got his schoolbagg. Adidasss. (Y) Thanks to me.
And and, me and my sister is planning to change his whole wardrobe. Hahaa.
So bought alota clothes for himm. ;D

My sister, she got a really nice and big Guess handbagg. Hahaha.
New T-shirts.
New Nike Free.
A watch from Nose too.

She still needs clothes, her schoolbag and a pencilbox.
I need, clothes, clothes and more clothes and a pencilbox. :D
I bought my schoolbag las week already.

AND ONE FUCKED UP THING,
I DID NOT CUT MY HAIR. AGAIN.
Screw.



2011, be good. (:

CHRISTMAS.

MERRY CHRISTMAS. ♥

HELLO.

ITS CHRISTMAS.

YAY.

This year sho fast.
Oh noooo. ):

Maybe going out tomorrow,, which is today,
if you know what I meann. ;D
HAHAH.

Been lazy to updateee.
Sorreeeeyyy.

Kayyy.
LATER. (:



I actually gave my heart to someone last christmas. HAHA.

Its cause of meeeee? D:

HELLOOO.

Going out tomorrow.
Woottss! :D

Boring gila babii laaa.
Nothing to talk about anywayss.

OH OH.
WAIIIITTTTTT!

SCHOOL.
IS.
STARTING.

OH YES! OH NO!

I bought my uniforms, books and staionaries. :D
Havent buy my bag and pencilbox yett. Heh. ;D

Hm hm.
Okay, here's a request.

Nicholas Teh Jie Wen.
A not-so-awesome personn.
Not that funny also la huhh.
He is mean.
He not sexy.
He is a bitchhh.
Very innocentt.
He verrryy pundek. 8D
okay, enougha thaat.
He is nice.
Entertaining enough laa.
A okayyyy persoonnn. ;p
I like his profile picture with a car. :D
He is funn-ishh.

HAHAHHA. Ta-daaa! Here ya go, Nickkk.



Oh my goshhhh!

Miss me?

Camerons was funnnnnnn. (Y).


THE ROSE VALLEY WAS SHO PRETTY. ♥




Boh tea plantation was cool. (:

KODAK MOMENT. ♥

Hahahha. I went to many many other placessss.

Well, Im backkk. (:

DRAMA. DRAMA. DRAMA.

And Im like, fuck you.

BOOP.

The dinner was alright.
I like what I woree. (:

I wanna cut my hair shorter!
): And well, I dont feel like cutting bangs though.
Lazyyy.

Going Camerons on Mondayy. :D
Whoop whoop.


h!....XD...i m joey...i veli de lala. ^^v.
HAHAH. Randomm. ;D



Christmas, brings back old memories.

Heh. Cuteeee.

Anywaysss,
HEYYYYAAAAAA. :D

Bored.

Genting was alright.

I NEEDA GET HEELS.
The dinner's on fridayyy!
*GASPS REAL HARD*

Im really upset with myself. ):

Toodles.



Eww.

(:

LALALLALALLALA. HEREEE. YA HAPPY NOW?

You suck. (:

Awww. ):

Hey guys.

Well, I just watched Hachiko.
Omg. Super duper sad mannnn.
I cried like a million times.
Seriously damn sad. Its a true story some more.
Rest in peace, Hachiko.

Anyways, today is an ordinary today.
Nothing special. Hmm. Bored.

Monday, Im going Genting, I think.
For some show thingy.
Its gonna be one day trip.
Weell, thats very normal for my family.
We often go at like 7pm and come down at 1am? Hahah. :D
But this time, I dont know what time Im going leave.
Oh well.



He seems nice.

BOOYEAAHH SHIZZ.

HEYY PEOPLEEEE.

Anyways, went work today with Aiman again.
Anyways,
my brother and my mum's part time worker(works at night) was never in good terms
la huh. Just to let you know.
Then today they argued like they always did.
But it was really big cause she(the part time worker) got super pissed and
sweared at my brother and what crap, like really loud.
She speaks/swears in chinese. And that is like so disrespectful of her.
I mean, come on, boss's son la wei. And then she was so angry, she left and
on the way leaving she shouted,
"Annie, Im not working tonight, let Terence work la. "
And just left.
Like what the fuck? -.-
That is like disrespectful to my mum, her boss.
And shoo, my dad was like super pissed when he heard about it.
Just fired her just now. Told the other full time worker
that she no longer will work there anymore.
And soooo, I officially work there now, withhhhhhh proper payyy! Woots.
At first my dad said rm250 a month. Whaaaa? Soo, Im asking my sister to be my lawyer
and ask him to give me rm500. But she will want 20% of it, that would be rm100. So, rm400 or 250? 400 lorrr. :D

Well, nothing muchhh.

DECEMBER.
CHRISTMAS.
NEW YEAR.

Whoop whoop!



Hahahhaa. Whaaa? Attracted?

Ahh yess.

Weeeeeell,
yes, Aiman went to work with me yesterday. Heh. :D

I think Im going out tomorrow.
I needa find transportt.
RACHEL, PICK UP!

I painted my nails with glow in the dark nail polishhhh. :DD

Im sickkk. ):
Have flu and sore throat. PLUS a masive headache.
GAHHH.

-updates soon-



Please God, help heal it asappppp.

Bull's eye.

Sorry for the reply update yo. ;D
Been laazzeeyyy.
Hehhhh. ;D

Anywayssssss,
I MISS AIMAN ESHAM BINTI ESHAM. )):
I didnt see her the whole holiday. Awww. ):
She called me yesterday for like one and a half hours. ;D
Wanted her to come over my house today. But she couldnt.
DDD:

Well, people came over my house already.
But later at night, MORE people coming over.
Hahahha.
Ciao.



Like woahhh, that was awesome.

Whoopsyyyyyyyy.

I went out todayyyyy! ;DD
With Alianaaaaaaaa. ♥
Aiman and Shayna was suppose to come too.
But couldnt. Aww.

Anywayss,
I WATCH RAPUNZZEL. (Y).
But I cried. ):
But it was goooooooodddd. (:
She's sho prettyyyyyy.

Im gonna update more tomorrow.
Cause Im gonna go off soon. :D

SOOOO, BYEEE PEOPLEEE.



Aww, it was youuuuu?

Is it that hard?

Well, Im working today.
What da ya know.
Hmmm. Last minute, was forced to.

MONDAY, PLEASE, GOD,
LET ME HAVE A DAY OFF.

Went jogging this morning. :D
With my sister. We jogged from my house to Taman Megah.
(:

Ohyaaa,
Im addicted to mamak food. O: Hahahha.
Its niceeee. (Y).

I wanna get new clothes. ):
Pleaseee, mummy.
Youre so busy now.
Haihh. I dont get to spend as much time with you anymore.

Anywaysss,
holidays been a dragg, alil. :/



I miss those days.

Love like woeeeeeeeee. :D

I like that songgg!

Love like woe. :D

Sho niceeee.

Anyways,

heres the picture of my ears now.

Yeah. Im wearing a blue stick at my cartilage piercing.

Dont want to risk another infection.

SOOOOOO,

I worked today againnn. Hmmm.

Tomorrow gonna too.

My aunt belanja-ing me McD. :D

Saturday, Im having a day off, daddy.

Sorry. (:

What else? What else?

BADMINTON. GOOO CHINA. :D

Mum, please, Im not like that.

Twiceeeee.

Yes people, second time blogging today.
Ya know why?
THERE IS NOTHING ELSE TO DO.
I didnt know I had to work today. -.-

Anyways,
today's outing was good.
The movie was so so-ish.
We watched Unstoppable.
I only understand at the end.
The last part, thats all. So yeahh.
Hahaha.
The bowling was funnnnnnn. :D
Sho, all in all,
it was a great outing. (:
Not everyone came though.

Shoooo,
ohya, I pierced my ears again.
I dont have a picture right now.
Maybe post it later.

Hmmm. Well, thats about it.
Will blog tomorrow then.
Heh. ;D
Hahhaa.
Toodles. (:



Im all out of love.

finally?

Hey guys.

Im gonna go out later.
2 Cengal class partyyyy!
Woots.

We're gonna go watch a movie
and go bowling. :D

This year did pass really fast.
Im not ready to say goodbye to Form 2,
2 Cengal, the year 2010.
And theres lots of other things that would be left behind
and would remain just as memories.

-Im saving up a post about MY 2010 when the clock strikes midnight on the 1st of January.
(:

Anywayssss,
ohya, Im gonna pierce again today.
My 5th and 6th piercing. O:
Hahah.

Im tired. I woke at like 7.30, went back to sleep,
woke up again at 8.30 then 9, I gave up. I went to sleep
at 2.30am, went karoake-ing with my family. :D

-updates soon-



Hanging by a moment.

Woots!

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.


Yesterday was funn.
Yesterday meaning my dad's birthday dinner/drinking and what not.
Well, we all were drinking, including me and my siblings.
Drank quite an amount.
'lil tippsy here and there. But Im still alright, steady. :D
My face wasnt red at all, but yeah, head alil heavy-ish.



(:
I was the camera girl.
Boy, was I busy!
But it was fun. (:

Enough of that,
going SKTM tmorrow.
Children's Dayyyyy. (:

-updates soon-



Oh no. Shit.

Cupid shot you.

BOOOOOOOOO! I scared you! Admit it.

(:

HI PEOPLE.

I made my dad's birthday card until 1am. O:

I know right? Im such a loving daughter.

(:

I wouldve put a picture now. But I dont have one. Nevermind.

I'll post it another time.

Its like so cute and it has pictures of me and him,

one when I was a baby, and then a kid and a recent one. (:

Anywaysss,

my piercing is really getting better.

Im so happy. ((:

Its not throbbing anymore.

It doesnt hurt that much anymore.

Its not that red anymore.

Its not purple anymore.

Its not that swollen anymore.

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. (:

Moving onnn,

school's over!

Awwwwww. )):

Thats just sad in some ways.

Holidays is finally here though. :D

Im gonna miss afternoon session man.

DD: I dont want morning school again.

But maybe it'll be fine? Well, I hope so.

Im working today cause my dad asked me to.

So yeah. How to say no on his birthday right?

Actually, I cant say no any other time either.

Hahha. Hmmm. :/

Im not ready to grow up.

Awwwwwww.

HELLOOOO. Sorry for not blogging now adays. Lazyyy. Heh. (;

Today is the last day of school.
OH MY GOSH LA WEI.
This year damn fast laaa.
I dont wantttt!

Well, my brother just got his results yesterday for Upsr.
He got 5A's/straight A's. Awww. Sho proud. (':
But now, Im the only one that didnt get 5A's. Haihh.
But I guess, ,my 4A's is good enough, right? ): Stupid pemahaman.
Still sad though. Even now. After years, I still regret.
But what to do? Work hard for PMR.
My sister la. Yorr. Get straight A's again. She set the bar so high.
Hahaha.

Anywayss,
ya know, my cartilage piercing is now infected. ):
Buttttttt, its getting better. (:
And no, I dont regret piercing it. Its kind of an experience. (Y).
I like having lots of experiences.

Gonna pierce again during the 2 Cengal class outing!
Ahhhh yesss. Next Wednesday! Im gonna miss 2 Cengal. (:
I still miss 1 Cengal too.

OH OH,
My daddy's birthday is tomorrow.
:D I bought him a lighter. Not a normal lighter laa. Some cool, extraordinary one.
He has the coolest and prettiest lighter collection ever. (Y).
He has alot of cool lighters! Cute, pretty, big, small ones. More of cool ones though. ;D
I always get lighters for him. ;D But different ones laa. Yorr.
Soo yeahh. Quite hard to think what to get for his birthday also,
besides lighters. I bought him cigarettes before. Hhaha. ;D When I was like what,
11? 12? I love him oh-so-very much. (:

What else did I miss out?
Nothing else. Thats about it for now.
Bye. (:



I dont give a shit about you. Dont think you're important.

Yipppyyy.

YO PEOPLE.

Went Sunway today with my sister and brother and people.
Then went shop shop.

Went Ice Skating! ;D
Damn long didnt go already.



Anyways, then I went and pierce my ears again.
So now, I have 2 on each side.



SEE SEE.
But Round 2 is coming during the holidays.
Gonna pierce 2 more.
Reason why I wanna pierce more is cause
I have alot of pretty earrings but only 2 holes. ):
Shoo, get more holes lor. :D No harm.



My mum's getting me new Raybans tomorrow,
if possible. :DD Yay. Get to choose from her shop.
Heeeeeeeeeeeeee. (:

Syoknyaaaaaaa.

Second time todayyyy. HEH.

HEY HEY YOU YOU!

I changed mah blogskin.

Chunnn kann?

;DD

I was bored cause working is kinda boring sometimes.

Anywayssss,

my dad's pissed. Like really pissed.

Not at me laaa. DUH.

GOOGOOGAGA. 8D

Uhhhhh.

Helloooo peopleeeeee.

Im still sick. -.-
My nose is like kiling meeeee.

I was working yesterday and today too.
Haihhh.

I watched Step up 3.
So so.
It was cool and all but I like Step up 1's & 2's
story line better.

Ohyaaa,
I kinda wanna have a new profile picture.
But cant find a nice one yet.
Oh well.

I wanna go shoppinggg!

I cant wait for the holidaysss!

Another 2 more weeks of school.
Holidays starts on the 20th. :D

Gonna go back to SKTM for children's day!
When again ahh? Errr, 15? I think. Hahah.

Gtg.
BYEEEEEE HONEYSSS! (:



Like the taste of your smile.

Oh no. ):

Hey people.

Im sick. ):

NOOOOOO!

I have a bad flu and a masive headache.
OUCH. I know. Having nose block and ear blocks too. Esh.
Exams result. (N) (N). Haihhh.
Fucked up results man. Damn upset and dissapointed.


-Updates soon-

Whatever you want la.

Trick or Treat. (;

Halloween was so so.

BUTTTTT,

EPICCCCCCCC.

I had an EPIC HALLOWEEN. (Y).

Not baddd eyy.
I HAD CANDYYYYY. (;
I went trick`or treat. Be jealousss. Cheh.
;D

Lazy tell storyy.
Sorry readers.

OH OH,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IMAN! I LOVE YOU. (:
Hope you had funnn. (:

School todayyy.
Give back all the textbooks.
Hmmm. Sho fast, rightt?
Then Cik Juliana put my name to help the SPBT on Tuesday?
WTH. She didnt even tell me first or ask me. -.- Haihhh. Now, how can I say no?
Bloody hell.



Its just different with you. (:

Peek-A-Boo!

HEYYOOO.

Changed my blogskinnn. ;D
Is it okayyy?

Anywayssss,
went work todayy.
Tomorrow going out!
WOOTS. :D
FINALLY.

Will try to update more soon.
Toodles.


Pl-ease. Not you.

Ohhh yeahhhhhhhhh.

Oh my gosh! Oh my gosh!

EXAMS ARE OVER, BABYY! ;D

Freedom mannn. Finally touched the laptop!
(:
Just scared of the results now. Well, worry later laaa.
;D

I really hope I do good enough this term. :/
I dont want to drop class. ):

Anyways,
exams were funnnn!
Sho funny laaa,
sometimes during exams.
Shaun Chew laaa. Hahhaha. :D

Anywhooo,
cant wait for holidayssss!

-updates soon-



Alot coming my way huh?

Hot shizzz. ♥

WOAHHH.
SUP PEOPLEEEEE.



Havent been blogging for a longgggggggggggg timeee.
Whoopsy daisyy. ;D



Well, FINALS ARE NEXT WEEKKKK! OOOO:

OH SHITT. Dengggg. Not readyy. ):



Well, Im gonna not blog until exams are over.
I needa resist from going online
in the morning and at nightt.



NEEDA STUDY MAN.



Dont play play.
Streaming is onnnsss.
So yeahhh.



I just sometimes wish I can
get away from all those
dramas, conflicts, delemas,
troubles, problems.
ESHHHH. Its so fuckin' frustrating.
I HATE TEENAGE DRAMA.
Absolutely do.

But sometimes, I guess,
without teenage dramas,
it aint high school.
Hmmm. :/ Rightt?
Hahaha. So yeahh.



Just not that way.

Oh Goshhhh!

My brother got a new phone today. -.-

Just ONE day of nagging.

And *POOF*,

new phone.

But okayy. Its alright. (:

BOOYEAHH!

WOO.

I just got my phone babbyyyyyy!

THANK YOU MUMMY AND DADDY!

I LOVE YOu BANYAK-BANYAK! ♥

Gonna go enjoy it!

Byeee for nowww.

-updates soon-.

Experiences.

Hey guys.

Have good news.
Yesterday during dinner time,
I was talking about my phone to my dad.
And suddenly he said,
"Why dont you ask mummy to lend you the money first?"
I was like. OMG (!!!!!!!!!)
Then I went to my mummy and started nagging and stuff.
Then she was like, dont so mafan laa.
Then nag, nag. Then she say "after exams first.
Then I take from your bank.
If you do good then I'll put in some money also."
I was like, YESHHH! ;DDDDD

So yeahhh.
hopefully I will do good enough.



God pleaseeeee.

HEYYY! Fuck you. _|_

Fuck you, ***.
Change date so many times for what?
For fucks ahh?
Want me to fail is it?

ESH. Haih. Like damn frustrating laa.
Bastards.

Anywaysss,
HI PEOPLE. (:
Sorry about the bad words.
Its just so arghhh.
Ya know?
Well,
I heard we, 1996 batch is not gonna have PMR?
OOO: REALLYYYY?
*claps*
Hahaha. ;D



Im growing fat! ):

Yes, can I help you?

Harrow.

Well, went out with Rachel to ou.
Bought her dresses with the help of meee!
And watched Charlie St. Cloud!

ZAC EFRON! *drools*

And ohyaaa,
I WANT VIVAZ PRO, SONY ERICSSON.
Omggggggosshhhhh.
AHHHHH!
Its so killing meeeeeee!
Im saving up for it.
I have to buy it myself. :/
So yeahhh.

Cause my parents dont want to get it for me.
Im having my phone like for 3 years plus now.
And before that,
my father was using it.
So you can say that I am using a second hand phone
for 3 years plus now.
Shooo, time for a new one! (:
Its gonna take some time though. :/



I want fairy godparents.

HEEYOOO.

*Smiles at you, people*
((:

Shooo,
had school todayy.
Rachel ditched mee. ):
Yerrr.
Then, tomorrow going out with her.
:D
GO SHOPPING.

Soo yeahh.
Errr, exams are comingg.
Started studying very little.
Gonna brush up soon.

Goshhh!
I freakin' hate high school dramas laa.
Effing ticking me off.
Ughh.



Shut the fuck up.

Im soooo bored!

I was sooo bored.

So then, I decided to write an essay.

This is really touching. Well, at least for me.

http://www.facebook.com/note.php?saved&&note_id=130635270319898

You can check it out in that link.

But for those lazy people,

here is it.

Why I love Chanel Chin Mun Yee,

MY

SISTER.

The reason why I’m doing this is because my sister, Chanel asked me to do this to improve my English writing skills or something. And I was also really bored. So, here I am, doing this. ENJOY. (:

Well, I have a lot of things to tell you about her. Okay, let me introduce you my sister. Her name is Chanel Chin Mun Yee. She’s one heck of an awesome person. She’s beautiful from the outside and the inside. When she was two, she had me as a baby sister. And she would love to play with me, cause I was super chubby. She’s one of my closest and bestest friend, plus the most extraordinary sister anyone could have. No one’s like her. I swear.

I am so happy and I feel very lucky that I got her as my elder sister. I wouldn’t trade anything in the world to lose her as one. She was with me through my roughest and toughest times in my life so far, and I know she will be there with me once again later on. She understands me. And yes, sometimes, we may fight and argue. But at the end, she’ll still stand by me. When I’m in trouble or even if I just need someone to talk to.

She’s like a parent to me. Sometimes more than my actual parents. She’s the one that guide me through teenage problems, guy problems and a lot more stuff that I could never go to my parents for help. She’s the one that I look up to. She’s technically the one that taught me to be independent, to be strong at moments that just crushes me.

We shared so many tears together. Had thousands of laughs together. And over a million smiles to each other. Memories that would never fade in me. She means a ton to me, actually maybe a lot more than that. She is a huge, gigantic part of my life. So, if she was taken away, I can’t imagine what life would be like.

I can never repay her for what she’s ever done to me and for me. No one can ever replace her. I know, I’m like only 14? And it’s only been 14 years that I'm with her. So you see, it’s only 14 years and I have so much to say. Thus, you may imagine how much more things we would go through in the years to come.

At the end of my “essay”, I would want to take this opportunity to say that I love my sister very much as a sister, a parent, a teacher and a bestfriend. And I mean it from the bottom of my heart.

Joey.

4.10.10

Never forgotten.

Even if I would die.

Today's suppose to have a last minute outing.
But cancled. -.-
Whatever la.

So thennnn, Im going to my mum's shop
and studyyyyyy! :DD
SCIENCE. ♥
Here I come. I have missed you. (:

Well, gonna study with iPod blasting into my ears.
Woots. ;D Me likee. And it helps. (:

October alreadyyyyy?
:/
EEEYEERRRRRR.
10 months alreadyyyy?
Shhoo fast laaa.
Slow down, will yaaa?

My letter to God;

Dear God,

I hope you'd be blessing me through my everydays.

Through my up and downs.

And of course, through teenage dramas.

Which I absolutely hate.

Keep me safe and guide me to the right path.

Thank you. Amen.

I know Im not a christian.
But Im proud to believe in God.
And at the same time, being a Buddhist.
(:



Acceptances.

Suck that, biatch.

HI! I know its the second time blogging today,
but yeahh. Just updates about today. (:

The open house was alright.
It was boring at some parts.
But overall, I had fun. (:

Did I mention,
my brother went to?
He was alright laa.
Thank God, he did not kacau. (:
Thanks for listening, little brother. <3

I had duit raya. ;D
Thank you, Aiman's mum, Anita Esham. (:



I dont miss you one bit. Suck that. ♥

Changed.

My new blogskin. (Y). <3.
Sorry Yingye, I didnt know. ):

Anywayssss,
MY MUM LEFT ME. -.-
She was suppose to fetch me to Aiman's.
But she had to go work early today.
Sooooo, I have to ask my dad later. :/
Scared later he scold me and dont let me go.
Cause very mafan. _l_
Dude, its less then a kilometre. -.-
What so mafam? Eshh.
I would just cycle there but my mum dont let.

-I inhale you in. And I dont want to exhale you out, even if I would die.
Nice right? I made it myself. :DD p.s' Not dedicated to anyone by the way. (:
I just like making these kinda things. ;D



Updates soon.

Bodoh Bangget.

HEYYYYYYYYYY!

Im bored. And I needa study but Im not. ):

So upsettingggg.

And super disappointing.

EEEEYYYYEEERRRRR.

So eeyeahhhh.

Well, going aiman's open house tomorrow! :DD

Yay? :DD

Hahahaha.

Monday no school. Yay! :DD

Errr. What ahh?

Nothing much to update laa.

Updates soon laa.

BOOY EEEE! (byeee)

I like it.

Whats up with you?

Oh God, please change those people. Give them ey heart. Cause I doubt they have one.

Well, Im sorry. Punish me as you may.
But when does the punishment stop?



Fuck you, dickhead.

Im sorry.

HI. (:

I like sadish but happy too. :/
Hahahah.
Well, its okay.

Anyways,
September's almost over.
In 2 days?
Haihh. This year is faster than last year man!
):
Next year morning school again. ):

PMR. DDDD; DIE DIE DIE.

Dont want laaaaaaaaa. ESHHHH.
Im already scared for finals
yet along PMR.
Haihh.

To everybody that I hurt or did something wrong to,

Im truly sorry.

Forget the past and move along.

Perfection.

Perfection isnt everything.
Sometimes, its the effort that you put in that makes it perfect.


SUP.

I have alot of homework to do.
ESH. Ku tak nak, tak sukaaa.
D:<


Anyways, errrr. (?)
Weeeeeell, who what where?
IM BORED.

Errrr. I need new songs!
And Ive been having weird dreams.
O:
And some are just really weird. OO:

Moving on,
well, nothing much actually.
Hmm. Oh yaaaa,
I need new DvDs too!

Anywhoo,
I need to start hardcoring.
Gahhhhh!
I hate exams. -.-
Besides the,
No homework,
No hall,
No study in school,
No boring teacher yapping around.
Yeahhhhhh.


SSHHOOOOO,
I love hot guys. AHHH!
Shoooo dreammyyyyyyyyyyyy.
*drools* *faints*.



(Y). Im officially over you! (:

HELLLOOOO.

Well, the open houses was finee. 
But there was another open house at the last minute. :/

Anywayss, yeshhh.
I got my colour pencils! ;D
And OREO. Yummmm.
I went Giant! 
I still got bm project to do. Gahh.

Anywhoo, 
I have to go school soon.
Buhbyees.

Start studying!

BAHAHAHHAH.

YO PEOPLE.

Im gonna go get my COLOUR PENCILS! YAY!

Shoo, updates soon. Ciao. (:

One week gone!

Im going school tomorrow! Hhahha.
Well yeahh. Dharmiisha's gonna owe me 5 bucks!
;D

Anywayss, going to Aiman's other mum's open house
and also Aliana's tomorrow. ;D
Yay. Get to see her again. (:
I miss heerrrrr.

Shhhooooooo,
the plan is,
I go Aiman's house after school then
get ready go the open house then after that Aliana's.
:DD
Duit raya for me? Hahaha. ;D

Ohyaaaaa,

I NEED COLOUR PENCILS! D:
I like Faber-Castell colour pencils. (:

You knoww. For arttt. Its for the 20 marks thingyy.
So, I must have good colour pencils to have a good art, righttt?
;D


Exams. Go. Away.



Start studying on Monday?

BOO! Scared you!

I just realized that my last post,
the time and date is wrongg!
It is the 23 september and 10.55am.
hahhaha. And I cant change the time anymore.
and so yeahh.

Anywaysss,
very boring laaa.
Online also,
NOTHING TO DO.
Esh esh.

Ukulele; awesomeee! :D

Havent start studying yet! O:
NOOO. Im damn scared for finals laa.
):



Lalalallalla. Someone save me from boredom. ):

Ive an idea!

Okayyyyyyyy. HI PEOPLE.
I like my blogskin. Teehee. :D

Anywaysss,
Im bored. Like really.
I feel like playing my ukulele but my parents are sleeping.
Scared they wake up and scold me.
Thennnnnnn,
nothing good on tv.
My maid is super annoying. -.-
Eshhh.

Gotta go get ready in 5 minutes.
Haihh. Todays Thursdayyyyy.
Got KHB. Draggggggg much.

Ohya, I dont get guys that say they love you
when they dont even know you. -.- (not pranks and stuff)
Its like so retarded and weird.
How can they love someone they barely even know?
Its so weird, dontcha think?
They may say its love at first sight.
But you dont exactly tell her you love her
and you want to be with her straight away.
Cause youre not even sure you, yourself do.
If she turned out to be a total bitch?



Toodles, have to go.

I've let go.

Wanna know a fun fact about me? :DD
-I listen to Yiruma piano songs before I go to sleep. (:

I like River Flows In You and
Kiss The Rain better than
Love me though. :D
I only have this three songs. So yeahhh.
HE'S SHOOO AWESOME. (Y).

Anywaysss.
Errrrrrr. (?)
Whats up?
Well, nothing much really.
Not many blabla crap I can think of.

Ohyaaa. Speaking about River flows in you.
I found the tabs on that song for ukuleles!
SWEEEEEEEEEEEEET. ;D TOTALLY. OHHYEAHH.
Whoop whoop!
Gonna try to be my best at that songgg.
Cause I love that songg! ((:
IT SO PRETTYYY. (Y)(Y).
That deserves a double thumbs up. ;D

Dont you guys agree too?
Wait. Obviouslyyyy?!
HE'S SHOOO AWESOME. :DD



Go away, trouble. Im done with you.

Today's yesterday's tomorrow.

School started!
Woooooahhhh. O:

Hahahhaa. Whuutttt?
*ignores*

Anywaysssss,
Homework; Check. ;D
BOOYEAH.

IM FEELING HAPPY! :DDDD

For some apparent reason somehow I do.
(:

Moving on,
Some things have been ticking me off.
But I. Should. Just. Caaaaareeee. Lessssssss.
PFFFFTTT. PEE EFF EFF TEE.
Whatev.
Move along, trouble.
Youre so busted. _l_


Oh yessshhhh.
Ive been thinking.
If I chose different choices in my life,
I wonder what and where would I be.
What as in, what kinda person I would be.
Where as in, where, which situation I'd be in.
Oh wait.
And also another what as in, what experiences I would go through.
And maybe other stuff too.
Hmmm.
But I guess everything is fated and has a reason behind it.


DadadaddaaddaDUM.


I'm a pickaholic. ;D

Hi.

I think my dad has the least stress ever.
He doesnt have to work, he has my mum was a wife. (:
He has ME as a child. ;D and also my siblings. (:
and he has nothing to worry about.
No love life problems. Not much drama.
Peacefully living in his own world and reality. *salutes*

Hahhaha. Its really trueee.
But well yeahh.

Ohya,
I found out that the melody Aura Lee,
Elvis made it famous and its known as Love me Tender.
Its so cute. and sweet.
(;

Well, school's tomorrow.
OOO;
Gonna call Liann in the morning for homework stuff.
;D
I love her. (:
She helps me alot and she's such an awesome friend. (:

Did I mention?
My grandmum went backk.
:/ hmm.


Cry Laugh my tears away. (:



Bye.

Im tireddd. O:

Heyyyyyyyyy!

I did some of my homework todayy.
:D in starbuckss.

Anywaysss,
GUESS WHATTT?
I already got my Pink iPod!
YAY! Its earlyyyyy. ;DDD
Thank you, daddy.
Now all three of us; me and my siblings
have iPod shuffle but different colours. ;D
Sister; Black
Brother; Blue
Me; PINK. (: (Hot metalic Pink) (;

-updates soon-



Oh no. School's starting!

Half the moon?

Okay. Went Tanglung in Sktm just now.
:D
I thought I was gonna be alone.
But at end I was with Ian Tan, Eu lim and Xiong Wei.
Alil bit of Audrey, Ashley Yee and Jen Wen.
It turned out pretty alright. (:

Then met up with my sister, my brother and Alif.
:D He's hair is like Justin Bieber. (Y).
And I meant Alif not my brother. Hahah.
So cool.

Anywaysss, tomorrow going eat Dim sum
then headed to the library?
Whuut? hahah.
Yeahh. Better. I got homework to do.
Actually, my siblings and I are going cause of my brother.
UPSR. O: And Im pretty sure he can get all A's. (:
Beat me worrr. How dare he. (:
Kay laa, by ONE A.

Shooooooo,
Ohyaaa.
I like playing the song, Aura Lee on my ukulele.
Its really nicee. I like the melodyyy. (:
ANDDD I can playyy
*wait for it*
TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STARS. ;DDD
Yay for me!

Hahaha. Updates soon.
Ciao for noww. ;D



When's exams again? OO:

Its yesterday once more.

Yesterday was my sister's class party.
It was at my house, downstairs at the barbeque pit.
;DD
I was one of the cook. Haahah. (:
It was fun but very tiring. O:

Anywayssss,
I have alot of homework which I havent do.
And I think I may die. ):
30 pages of tatabahasa questions.
So, its like 300 over questions. -.-
WTF MAN.

Haihhh.

If I could turn back time,
I would go back six months from now.



I'm afraid.

Wasssssup y'all? ;D

HELLO WORLD!

I went out today. With siblings. :DD
We were suppose to watch Step up 3 but the timing was out! ):
boohoo. BUUUUUUUUUTT, we watched Grown ups! WOOH. Super nice and funny.
;DDDD GO WATCH IT.

After that went makan. thennnnn, Bating Cages. BOOYEAH. (Y).
Damn long didnt bat already since softball stopped. ): awww.

And then, the ball kena-ed my hand. and now it hurts. ):
and I have a alil sratch too. :/ hmm.

But it was funnnn! ;D

OHYAAAAAAAAA,
I bought a book for ukuleles!
YAY! Some help that I so needed. :D
I understand then chords and the music sheet better now. (:

and thennnn, Im here. :D

OH OH, did I mention, my parents are going to Thailand on Tuesday.
And my grandmum's already here.
And the part that I hate most now is that she sleeps in my bed now.
Cause my mum dont want my brother to move out from his room
because he needs to "STUDY" for Upsr, like he will. -.-
And now I sleep on my old bed. ):

Whatever laa.
By the time my parents are gone, I think i'll be sleeping in my parents room.
:DDD Master bedroom, babyy.
Hahaha.



Today was suppose to be our half year anniversary.
But I guess we werent fated to make it this far.

Oh reallyyyyyy?

BOO!

I hate you so muchh. ):
Maybe I just hate myself.
Being in denial. God, I hate that.

PADAMPADAM.
Gonna get an iPod Shuffle next month, I think?
PINK COLOUR! Yay. (:

Im a Pink Freak as you all know. (;

-updates soon-



I guess, it'll all be better. (:

Emotional.

HEY PEOPLE.
Well, I came back from Rachel's house already.
Awww. I had fun. Some parts were boring. ):
Im sorry.

We took LOTS of picture. ;D
Woopss. Camwhore freaks.
Dont mind us.
Nyehehehe. ;D

Here are some collages I made;
(:
P.s' its not that I editted the pictures too bright,
its just that when its on my blog, its like that. O:
Try putting your mouse over it. (:










More pictures on Facebook. :D
Hope we would have more sleepovers
with more people and more FUN. ;D

Bye for now.
(:



You wanna be friends, huh? _l_

Im sorry, its all my fault.

I so hate myself.
I so hate teenage drama too.
I so hate it when I get all emotinal when Im in a situation where I shouldnt.
I so hate it that people hurt me so bloody badly.
I so hate that I regret alot.
I so hate that I miss it.
I so hate it when I should do that but I do the total opposite.

I hate all of other things too. (:
I kinda feel empty right now.
So, dont mind me. Heh.

Im at Rach's! ;D
Saw was super creepyyyyy.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I DONT LIKEEEEEEE.
We gonna watch Grease later.
YEAHHH. Thats more like it. ;D
Hahahha.

Anywaysss,
Holidays beennn BO-RING! O:
Eyeerrrr.

Ring a ding ding!

Hahhaa. ;D
Its raininggg! DD:
YORR. Very cold!

HESITATING! Pfftt.
Righttt? Oh, forget it.
(:



Hope things would be permenantly better.

Some cute, funny shit. ;D

Hahaha. Well, I know its like
"lame" or whatever to blog twice in a day.
But I just had to blog about this!
Hhahah.

Well, I went to work,
my 6 year old cousin that I camwhored with,
remember him? the chubbyy onee. :D

Weell yeahh.
He was there. Soooooo,
Me, my brother and him was talking.
Then my cousin was like,
"Joey's my girlfriend because she kiss my cheek
and me and her are the king and queen because
she took picture with me."
Awwwww. So cutee righttt. :D
Imagine a 6 year old saying that.
Hahahaha.

Shooooo cute la he. (:
But he's quite naughty at timess.
and I just feel like whacking the crap outta him.
:/ seriously. Hahaha. ;P
I feel meannnnn.
But its the factt.

Buhbyeeee. :D



That was so hilarious. ;D

HEYYY!

Gonna have a sleepover at Rachel's house tomorrow! YAY!
Gonna watch saw. OO:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO. D:
Im scaredd.

Gonna work todayy.
Gahh.
What a dragggggg.

Nothing much to say now.
-updates soon-



I ♥ HOT SHIRTLESS ABBELICIOUS GUYS.

Im free. (:

Its funny how some people ask me,
Who you like now?

Come on,
My break up was like two weeks ago.
And I would like someone already?
Uhh, I dont think so.
hahhaa.

Thats just wrong-ish in my situation.
I fell real hard this time.
And its gonna take awhile for me
to stand on my feet again, ya know?
Well, Im alright.
Its getting better.
(:

ANYWHOO,
Been pratising my ukulele.
YIPPEEEE. (:
But I got problemsssss!
DDDDD:
I wanna buy a book to help me.
Nyehehe. ;D

Ohya,
Parents going Thailand next week.
Grandmum coming again.
This time they are on holiday with
their couple friends.

So all coupless there.

Eyeeerrr, so unfair.
They get to gooo.



I needa go out and have fun. (;

Picturesssss! ♥

Okayyy. This is it.
But moree, in this linkkk.
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=lf#!/album.php?aid=72004&id=1598991484&ref=notif&notif_t=like
ENJOYY!

Isnt it soooo uber adorableeee?
:DDDDD

My wrist and neck hurt from practising.
And my fingers are getting alil painful too.
But nahh. Who caresss.
I LIKEEE.

Sister and I trying to make a new song?
Woop. :D


Things are definitely getting better. (:

BOO YEAHH.

I GOT MY UKULELE! ♥
THANK YOU, TECK HONGGGG!
LOVE YOU BANYAK, BESTIE. ♥
Eventhough, I had to pay like a teensy tiny bit.
Its alright. I still couldnt have gotten it
without you.
ANDDDD. ITS PINK!!

Ohyaa, he bought it for my LATEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

birthday present. hahhaa.

So, nowww.
Im gonna self-learn
through the Internet.
:DD Chun lehhh.

After learning the chords.
I shall learn the song;
Showstopper. :DDD

In Katoa's house noww.
Without Aiman, Teck hong and Wei hun.
:DD Gonna eat Mcd. Katoa belanja mehh.
Hhahaa.



Things are getting better. (:

Omgggggg!

LOOK!

Douchebag- Someone who has surpassed the levels of jerk and asshole, however not yet reached fucker or motherfucker.

Hahahaha. Thats so cool. Meaning Douchebag is worse than asshole.
COOL. (Y).


LOOK AGAIN!


Douche- A word to describe an individual who has shown themself to be very brainless in one way or another, thus comparing them to the cleansing product for vaginas.

WOW. hahha. Thats so eeww but so funnyy too!
Hahahah. Very brainless. (Y).


Anywaysss,
Well yeahh. Why I suddenly research, you ask?
Becauseeee.
I called Teck Hong douchebag and douche.
And it went like this;
Him: Whats that?
Me: Something like stupid, I think.
Him: What, is it like a bag of douche?
Me: Hahhahah. Then whats douche?
Him: I dont know.
Me: Hmm. Whatever la.

Hhahaha. Yeahh. But all that with laughter.
:DD
SO FUNNEHH.



Im a funny person? ;P

Faggy.

My brother is very faggy. :D
HAHAHHA.
Loser la he. VERY LOSER.
And he stinks! O: EEWWYY. (Ian T.)
HAHAHHA.
Annoying betul laaaaa.
Sangat bodoh juga.
EYERRRR. :P

hahahha. I feel so meannn.
Well, I am his older sister. ;D
Thats what I do. heee.
(:


Anywaysss.
Fag moda fukas.
The world would be so much better
without them, right?
(:
Yes, Im so right. Yay me!

LALALLALALLALALALALA.
Whatev. Dont care.



Esh. Thats not the fucking meaning.

Im sooooo tired! O:

Yesterday went to Rokaro;
Some pub/restoran thing with my family.
Count downed there.
Left around 1-ish then went eat supper.
Reached home, 2.30-ishh.

Woke up; 9.
SUPER TIRED.
Then went OU with siblings and Kok Weng.
Watched Phua Chu Kang.
Not what I expected. ):
In a bad way.
Then came back around 5.

SUPER DUPER TIRED! D:

Oh God.
And I got alot of homework. D:
Needa wake up early tomorrow
to do homework.
GAHHH.

Anywaysss, I cant wait for the holidays!
Haihhh. Can finally relax? :D



Im so getting over you. (:

It happened finally?

HI PEOPLE. (:
Its Saturday, boring as hell.
Very boring laaaa.
Just kill me nowwwww.
No one to talk to.
Nothing to do.
In my mum's place.
ESH.

And Im finally at the place where the sunset is perfect.
BUT I didnt bring my camera! FML.
I always wanted the perfect sunset
but my house was never the place to get it.
GAH. Its soooo prettyyyyy!
Cant stop staring and regrettingggg!
Eyeeerrrrr.

Well, Im holding up pretty alright.
Still think of him from time to time.
hmmm. :/


I lost weight. O:
And i thought I gained!
phewww. :D

OH OH.
My power went down again! :DD
Its 50;50 noww.
I still have to make a pair cause I sit
at the back now and its kinda hard to see
with my vision eventhough its only 50.
hmm. So, I'll have back up vision when I cant see!
Cool, eyy? (Y).



I feel kinda empty.

NOOO.

I always have an urge to care about him.
IM SO USE TO IT.
Im so use to caring for him.
Knowing what is he doing.
Making sure he's okay.
GAH. I feel so bored. and lonely right now.
I have no one. ):

I miss his company,
his presence.
I mean like he's still here.
but its different, ya know?


Anywaysss, I wanna get the ukulele asap.
So I have something to get my mind off him.
:DD especially for the holidays.
dadadadadadadadda.



Where are all the notes?

I've been better.

The nightmare's over.
But the dream's gone too.



Well, I rather to search for a new dream
than stay in a nightmare thats been haunting me.
Well, maybe not exactly a nightmare.
:D

But I guess, I'll feel better after awhile.
Anddd I'll find someone better too! (:


Its gonna take awhile for me to get use to
some of the things. hmmm.
Keep feeling theres something missing.
:/ bbuuuttt,
I'll get over it, right? (:


Yes, Im just trying to make myself feel better.
heh. :D

And I have to admit, I am gonna miss the mushy things too.
hahah. Maybe cause I am those kinda people that like mushy things.
;DDD

God, heal me as fast, kay? :D
Please and thank you.

Im actually taking this heartbreak quite well.
Its my first, ya know?
hahha. Some ask why am I still smiling.
Well, I have to just make the best outta it, right?
:DD So, happy and smiley, I'll be. (:


I know youre very happy.
And I mean VERY happy.
hmmm. Well, Im happy that youre happy. (:



Move along. Im forgetting you. (:

Im done.

Its not that I wanted it to end.
I just wanted the best for us.
And also for the pain to stop.
Cause I finally give up on fixing this.
I know it wont be the same anymore.
Well, I can tell you wanted it to end too.
I hope youre happy then.
All the best in life.
But, still friends, right?



I'll be alright.

SHADOWS OF US

i used to have a ton to say to you or about you
but now a days, i cant seem to find anything to say.
i miss the way things used to be
all you do is misuse and abuse the privileges i given you
trust, promises, vows.
means nothing to me anymore.
i don't hope for the better in you anymore
i give up.
I'm just waiting for the day.

the day it will all be over.

Chanel Chin 08:22

BITCHY.

Esh. Stop being so bitchy la.


Anywayss,
My throat is not getting better.
My nose either.
Im lack of sleep.
My eye lids are really heavy
yet dont feel like sleeping.

I miss him so darn much.
Wonder if he misses me too. :/
I get to see him tomorrow right?
Sundays are officially the worse.
He'll be too busy.
I use to be busy too on Sundays.
But my parents are busy on Sundays
cause of work.
So Im stuck at home.

Meanwhile,
Im craving for bubble tea.
I WANT THE JELLY. D:
And I mean, ONLY the jelly.
I like it lots.
heh. (:

I HATE HAVING SORE THORAT.
BLOODY HELL.
I WILL HAVE A TERRIBLE TIME SLEEPING.
Must I really suffer that bad? ):




Seriously stop it.

I just wanna die.

Bloody hell.
My brother had fever.
and then when he recovers, I got it.
And my sister too.

Its like always like that,
one of us gets it, the others will too.

ESH. I had fever yesterday morning,
midnight-ish. Then I woke up.
I felt better.
So, I went to school. THEN,
I JUST WANTED TO DIE.
I had fever again during school.

My parents came back from China yesterday.
Bought stuffs for me. (:
A CAMERA BAG. YAY. :D
and other stuffs too. :D

Let's see;
Gosh, my throat aint getting better,
my nose is really annoying
and I somehow feel kinda dizzy.
SUPER SUFFERING. ):

Hopefully I wont lose my voice.
Im like really hungry noww.
But I dont have the appetite to eat.
):
MY THROAT IS KILLING ME.


I miss you so much.

I'll say it again. IM IN LOVE. (:

BOO! HELLOO WORLD.
:D Its me, Joey?

Anywhoo,
School, boring la.
Bi, doing finee.
Homework, More till you can drown in them.
Life, the usual.

Mosquitoes, GO AWAY! D:
Very itchy. Someone save me!

SOOOOOOOOO?
OH RIGHT.
Im alil addicted to the song; Just the way you are-BrunoMars.
Awesome song. (:
Its so niceeeeee.
AND SWEET. ♥ awww.

Moving on,
parents coming back on Friday, another two more days!
SO FAST. O:
hahha. Then wont be going online at night no longer.
awww man.

SHOWSTOPPER! Awesomely awesome song man!
Search in youtube. Showstopper by AJ Rafeal.
He's a youtube singer kinda thing, ya know?

Ciao. (:



Boy, you're amazing. Just the way you are. ♥

Bloody hell.

I'll try my best.
I'll just smile and shut up.
okay? (:

And hey,
Im not expecting too much from you.
Im just expecting you to be MY BOYFRIEND?
I just expect you to do what boyfriends do?
Esh, is that too much?




I'll tolerate.

bad?

Shisha aint that nicee. eeee.
well, maybe cause of the flavour.
Whateverrr. me not so like it.

anywayssss,
I AM NOT A SMOKER.
ESH.
I just wanted to try something new.
Like a one time thing.
To gain experinces in my life.
So wrong?

And its not exactly smoking anyways.
Its not a cigarette. -.-

You guys make me feel as if,
like im such a bad person.
But my intentions are all good.
esh.



Gosh, its not a big deal.

oh my gosshh.

I bought a PINK phone for my boyfriend. :DDD
hahaha. I wanted to punish him cause he had to
live with it one way or another.

BUT then, I fell in love with it after awhile.
come onnnnn, ITS PINK. ;D
and then and then, My sister bedazzled it!
So its all diamondy and rhinestoney. :DDDDD

And so, Im gonna loan him my black phone instead.
;P well, still. I was thoughtful enough. and caring.
Cause i did actually bought him a phone.
but then changed of plans alil. ;DD
Bi, yes i know, you love me. (:

Parents are in China already.
awww. going to miss them.
and they are coming back on Fridayy.
Alil freedom though.
;DD

Homework, yes, Im coming! ESH.
Byee!



See, I do love you. (:

The days are loooooooonnggg GONE.

I miss the past. ALOT.
The good times. Not really the bad ones.
I miss the times where everything was perfect.
But sad to say those days are looonng goneeee.

Its like when you like that moment,
it wouldnt stay just alil while more.
Instead at bad moments, it stays alil while
more than its suppose to.
RIGHT?

esh esh.
WEEEEEELL,
I went out today in the morning.
"I have a friendly match tomorrow
at Megah, mummy." ;DD
thats what i said yesterday.
But i went to Megah see my boyfriend
play. hahha. instead of me playing. :D
and also to hang out with him.
Its been awhile since that ever happened.

It was just a short period of time. ):
I havent had enough of you worrrrr.
DD:

He's always busy nowadays.
No idea why.
What, he's starting maple now?
-.- bloody hell.
WHATEVER. dont want to care.
well, not exactly.
Its just that, its better that i dont.

MOVING ONN,
Parents going China tomorrow.
for like 3 to 4 days?
hahha. well yeah.
The not so awesome part,
My grandmum's here.
OH WELL. (:

anywayssss,
I HAVE LIKE 4 KOMSAS THINGYS TO DO.
_l_ bloody eff.
homework, never liked them.

Im off. Ciao.


Will you promise?

Strong?

Happy 5th Month Anniversary, bi. (:

Im sorry for all the retarded things i did.
Woops. ;9
Please forgive me.
I love you so darn much. :D

愛してる. ♥


I will forever love you.

I screwed it. ):

So, the score was 2-1. SO CLOSE.
I scored and then one of them scored.
it was 1-1 and then penalties! ARGH.
I CANT BELIEVE I EFFING TIANG THE FREAKING PENALTY.
DDDD;<
So, Junaizah, the ex MSSD player scored.
Congrats, Gol & Gincu.
You guys are great. (:

I didnt do my best.
GAHH. ):
I really hate myself right now.
Maybe futsal just isnt my thing?
Is it? Or i might be better?
But definitely, it will take alot more practice.
which I dont exactly have the time.
Maybe I should just stick to games the involves
hands instead of feet? Or BOTH? (:

Congrats to Spartans!
You guys are just awesome. :D

Triple Threats;
Second best in the tournament.
Not bad right? For first timers somemore.
(:

This experince was worthed.
I got to face victory.
I got to score 5 goals in this tournament.
I got to face challenges with other teams.
I got to actually play futsal, is it that nice, boys? :9
I got to try something new in my life.
And last but not least,
I got to face defenat.

Going throught defeat, I got to learn my mistake.

P.s' I realize Im damn ganas when I play. hahahh. ;D
Shouting so loud all the time.

I want us to make it through.

FUTSAL. (:

Well, WE WON! WOOOH.
GO TRIPLE THREATS. (:

4-0. awesome. (:
No penalties.

To Stormbeaker,
You were good too.
You played rough! hahha.
made me fall like alot of times.
but well, it is futsal. :D

My whole body aches! ):
Maybe there's training tomorrow?
hmmm.
Finals here we come. (:

Congrats to Gol & Gincu.
Maybe see you at finals? ;D
hahah.
Stormware and G&G are good teams.
Im really nervous!



Wish me luck?

Futsal training? ;D

Okay. Sooooo, Im at Caryl's.
with Idayu. The others couldnt make it. ))):
Hui June's sick! NOOO! Get well soon ya. (:
Its like the third/fourth training?
I missed the first one. D:

anywayssss, Im excited for the match but VERY NERVOUS & WORRIED.
gahhh. Well, good luck for the other teamss. May the best win. (:

GO TRIPLE THREATS. :D

Well, as you all know, Bi's team didnt win.
awww mann. :/ but its okayy. He's still a winner to me. (:
As i said, he still have me. <3>I'll be good. Promise.

Typical.

Wanna know my usual Saturdays I'd have?
Well, I would go to work. from morning till night.
Go online.
andddd. yeah, thats pretty much it.
OH wait. right, I wouldnt talk to him the whole day.
cause I never get to.

Usual Sundays?
Stay home. Go online.
Might get an offline message from him. MIGHT.
Go out for dinner.

Boring right?
Usual weekends, Overall.
Go online. Eat. Sleep. Never getting to talk to him.

Sad isnt it?
Yes, very sad, in fact.



Everything's changed.

Done?

Im done fighting.
I dont wanna fight anymore.
Lets start over, kay?



I CANT BELIEVE I JOINED FUSTAL. OOO;

dumgum. (:

I want to be a happy person again.
And hopefully I will be soon. (:
RIGHT, BI?

anywaysss, school the usual.
all the blablabla crap.

SUSHI FROM KOREAN, RIGHT LECUS?
HHAHAHAHAH! damn funny laaa.
:DDDDD



I love you, you know that.

GOSH.

I really dislike you laa.
seriously, sometimes.
I hate the fact that you treat me
different from other people in a bad way.
Its so effing frustrating to know, to see it.




YES, IM THE JEALOUS TYPE.

Never again much.

Weell, Happy Belated Birthday Aliana!
Love you.


I have like no idea what to blog about.
Im tired.


P.s' My brother might be getting a Macbook?



I have a sucky boyfriend. ;P

not necessaryily.

whoaaaaa.
its like the end of Thursday.
the weeks go by so fast.

one more week and its the end of July.
Hello, August.

In class,
weeeell.
making progress.
:DDD
ian and rachel,
they would sit behind me cause theres two empty places there.
So far, the annoying dude,
is not that annoying. he's actually pretty nice.
and he's really smart.

Things could be better, could be worse.
hmmm.
I miss bi. a lot.



Goodnight kisses.

wants or needs?

WEEEEEELL,
nothing much to post actually.
My camera's doing great.
School's horrible.
Bi's okay.
what else?



Everything that I want is a need to me.

God, bless yourself too.

Hi.
It's a wednesday's morning.
and yet, it feels like a friday's.

I miss the old times.
alot.
I want back everything I had before
which i dont now.

I have alot of regrets.
more than you can imagine.
and my kind of regrets,
stays. for a long time.



I wish I can turn back time.

yay meeeeeeeee!

I JUST GOT MY CAMERA, PEOPLE!!!

YAY ME!

BOOYEAHH!


i wanted black. but no more.
so terpaksa take silver.
okayyy laaaa.
:DDDDDDDDDDD


Sister got her phone. Sony ericsson, Satio.

and we went Curve instead.

Thank you once again, daddy and mummy!
I LOVE YOU! :DD



I'm the happiest girl on earth.

an "OMG" day!

well. as you know that i went out today.
but fazrini cancled on us cause she had an emergency.
so, it was only me and rachel! ;DD
awesome ey?
Bought two pairs of pumps(rubi) from cotton on.
and six pairs of earings from diva. ;DDD
the pumps were rm49 for two.
and the earings came in ey set. (:
me love shopping. (:

well, guess what?
I strained my ankle at the cinema.
-.- what the shit man.
i didnt know that the step was that deep,
so yeahh. lost balance and shits.
right ankle.

MOVING ONN,
went Centerpoint to makan.
and then we went to check for
my brother wii. and then my dad just decided to buy it.
right at the spot. GO DADDY! ;D
and then and then. My parents decided to get my camera tomorrow.
actually more of my mum. GO MUMMY! ;DD
after school, they fetching me straight to Mid-Valley.
and then and then. my dad and mum decided to get Nex 5! and both lenses!
GO DADDY & MUMMY! ;DDDD
hahahah. No need to wait another week, baby!


anywaysss. i didnt talk to him during the weekends.
haihh. i miss him. wanna talk to him so badly. );



I love you more than I can say.

its soo effing frustrating.

Im sad.

Didnt talk to him today.

and he made me really frustrated yesterday night.

maybe im over reacting?

hmmmm. whatever laa.

Todayy.

went work.

played CS with my brother.

;DD hahaha.

so fun!

Tomorrow.

going out with Rachel & Fazriny.

Watching eclipse AGAIN. -.-

cause they havent watch. so.

WHATEVER. i dont mind.

Jacob's hot. (;

NEEDA GO SHOPPING!

COTTON ON, PUMPS.

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. (:

fun?

ONE MORE WEEK, BABY!

;DDDD

Camera here i come!

Today was Datin's farewell.

If i knew better, i shouldnt have brought

any books at all. -.-

wouldnt have bring that bag.

would've bring a SMALLER bag.

;DD

hahaa. but anyways, its over.

WHO CARES.

MOVING ONN,

went park with bi today.

(before school)

finally got him all to myself,

not like in school. where others will have him too.

;PP

hahah.

YES, IM SELFISH WHEN IT COMES TO MY BOYFRIEND.

;9

I love him oh-so-very much. <3

he means alot to me.

TODAY WAS SO DARN HOT!

Monday, everyone's changing place.

EFFING DAMN IT.

GAH. i like my place tooo damn much.

i have rachel, ian, hui june,

charissa,.....shaun? hahah.

well yeah.

and then later on, i will have THE MOST

ANNOYING & IRRITATING dude

in 2 Cengal 2010. well, hopefully.

we will get along. its a MUST anyways.

It's official, I'm in love.

Here, it's cancled.

hope you're happy now.

drats! drats! drats!

MY DAD HAVING SECOND THOUGHTS ABOUT THE CAMERA!
DENDENDEN! DAMN IT.
*bites lip*



lalalalalalalalalala.

me lovey you.

I love Shannon.
(:
never stopped loving him
nor even loved him less.
I swear. on my life. to God.


got to go school.
ciaos.



dumgum. (:

im sick and tired of everything.

To be honest,
I really want the old you back.
And I mean it.



change back, please.

i like you.

Happy four months anniversary, darling. (:
i'll love you till the very end.

anywayssss,
my dad's gonna get me NEX 5
instead of NEX 3
meaning: TOTAL UPGRADE.
heeeeeeeeeeeeee. (:

3k pluss, including with the lenses and stuff.
awww. i love you, daddy. <3

well, i actually never relly knew my
dad was REALLY into photography.
he was really happy that me and my
siblings were into it too.
well, he has like a DSLR, Minolta like during the 80's.
boy, that is heavy and old! haha.
then he has lenses and a tripod stand.
:DD
haha.
then he has another camera, Pentax.
but sadly all of them are film kind.
means have to buy and stuff. very mafan.

THENNN, he gave his DSLR to my sister.
SO UNFAIRR.
D:< but i got the Pentax one. but its not a DSLR.
different! ): but its okayy. He's getting me a DSLR like
one in two weeks. :DDD

MOVING ONN,
ECLIPSE was soooo uber awesome!
SO DARN SWEET.
and funny. ahahha. (:

bye, world.


darling, i miss you.

sexyynyaa.

i seriously find some of the people really pretty.
LIKE SERIOUSLY.
the guys. ahhh. no need to say laa. memang.
seriously. some are just effing hot. and cant
keep my eyes off them. sure like to lick those abs.
;DD hahha. nahh. not really. ;P
but for the girls.
yeahh. some are so pretty.
i just cant help it. its like i wish i
can be them. ENVY LAAA.
I love pretty peoplee. (:
they're nice to look at.
and hot guys are nice to dream of too. ;D
LOL.

MOVING ONNN,
the weekends ONCE AGAIN. damn fast right?
EEESSHH.
im gonna miss my bi. ):



NOW, *drum rolls*

ECLIPSE!!

OMG. cant cant wait laaa.



anywayssss,
TECK HONG.
IS maybe GETTING ME AN UKULELE!
isnt that like the awesomest??
hahaha. well, yeahh. hopefully.
come onnn. make it happen, ya?




I'm glad that cupid shot you.

That guy is smoking hot! ouhlala. *drools* ;D

SPAIN! <3
you gonna win!
well, hopefully.
heeeeeeeeee. (:

on the 25th or 26th, July, IM GONNA GET MY CAMERA.
thats like in another two weeks?
WOOOHOOO! BOOOYEAH!
SONY NEX 3, babyy! E-mount camera.
cant cant cant cant wait mannnnnn.
damn excited!
not exactly a DSLR.
but REAL REAL CLOSE. and well, CLOSE ENOUGH.
;DDDD like seriously, the pictures would be the same
qualityy and the stuff are alike. (((:
weeeee~ just uber super happy.

anywaysss.
i havent say this in ey whileee.
so, imma say it now.

I love my uber awesome boyrfriend. (:


yesss. i sure do.


just really miss him now.


MOVING ONNN,
as you can see, kinda hyper here.
;DD
THE TIME PASS SOO EFFING FAST WEII.
SO UNFAIRR. NEXT THING YOU KNOW IT;

PMR, FORM 3, MORNING SESSION. EESSSSSHHHHH.


AM I RIGHT? OR AM I RIGHT?
hahah. yes, im right.

i love my bestfriends too. (:
love you guyss man.
nothing without youuu!
and i mean it.

*i think im going to tear up*
AWWW. LOL. JOKINGGGG!
HAHAHA. fooled you guys didnt i?

signing off,
ciao.



lalalalala, im not listening. ;D

it hurts so badly.

YOU MADE ME CRYY, Shannon Masaaki Kobayashi.
);
i dont like youuu.
blehhhhhh!
but i guess you seriously do not do that again?
okay? okayy. (:
make me feel like im cared about.
make me feel loved again.
make me feel that you love me still.
<3




me lovey you.